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Deppression, a sonnet in two parts.
I feel wrong, evil , like I don't belong.
I feel lonely, misunderstood,
Yet I fear the consequences true understanding could bring.

Only one person really knows all
She is still my friend and that alone
is more cause for sorrow and hope than I can share.
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Kittyp made me think of this


The Sick Rose


O rose, thou art sick!
The invisible worm
That flies in the night,
In the howling storm,


Has found out thy bed
Of crimson joy,
And his dark secret love
Does thy life destroy.



William Blake


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tarragon:
Hot water bottles are good as is mild exercise but as I dont have any of the first and no inclination towards the second I'm relying on good old fashioned DRUGS!!! biggrin
wated:
C'mon dude! We need a priest soon to stop us getting such a whoopin'
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today I have mostly been humming

Get Over It
by Ok Go

Lot of knots, lot of snags,
lot of holes, lot of cracks lot of crags. Lot of naggin' old
hags,
lot of fools, lot of fool scum bags.
Oh it's such a drag, what a chore... oh your wounds are full of
salt.
Everything's a stress and what's more, well it's all somebody's...
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hermes:
Who's that by again? I remember seeing on MTV about 6 months ago... smile
wated:
Write them an angry email too. Tell them the game was for your son's birthday and he's heartbroken. They should then send you a voucher for 3 or 5 off another order (depending on how generous the person responding is.) wink
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Today I have mostly been listening to -

"Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades"
by Brand New

Keep the noise low.
She doesn't wanna blow it.
Shaking head to toe
while your left hand does "the show me around."
Quickens your heartbeat.
It beats me straight into the ground.

You don't recover from a night like this.
A victim, still lying in bed, completely motionless.
A hand...
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wated:
This weekend, or early next week, with any luck! biggrin

My monitor's coming tomorrow and the hardware is working fine, just the software needing to be updated...
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Ah, whatever tongue
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Got to get up at 5.30 tomorrow - yech, wish me luck. frown frown frown
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wated:
They didn't turn up to collect it and the courier has no record of a collection order for today nor for tomorrow.

I've ordered the same monitor from somewhere else and the card company has been instructed to retrieve my money.

I am having it built, by my mate who likes the Drizzt books. smile

Did you get up at 5:30?
perdy:
Aha ha ha ha ha ha sorry couln't help the chuckle
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So stupid.

Ended up cutting myself last night frown
Haven't done that in months,

STU - PID

I will not cut myself, I will not cut myself, I will not cut myself, I will not cut myself, I will not cut myself, I will not cut myself, I will not cut myself, I will not cut myself, I will not cut myself, I will not cut...
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perdy:
Heeey now, don't give yourself such a hard time......you'll just make yourself feel bad and then wanna cut again...........it was brilliant that you hadn't cut in months, just aim for a little bit longer again this time.....and keep practising the Irish accent! kiss
twwly:
Just don't cut yourself TODAY. Don't worry about tomorrow. Take it one day at a time.
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Woah, went out and bought the DVD version of Empire Records (your fault Kittyp if you read thiskiss ) as I only had it on video before and my video player died recently.

The DVD is a "remix special fan edition"

it's 16 minutes longer, so many extra bits and pieces.

I so love this film love
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tarragon:
I hate to sound like a movie snob but people who say Signs was crap have missed the whole point of the movie.

The film is not about scaring the audience although I did jump a couple of times. Its about redisovering faith in a higher power, whether you happen to believe in God or Chaos Theory. The comedy elements are wonderfully gentle. The principle actors, Mel Gibson and Joaquin Phoenix were perfect in their roles, even though I had been dubious about them playing brothers considering the age gap between them.
I wont spoilt the ending for you but I can tell you there are lots of little things all the way through the movie that will probably niggle at you in a "Why did that happen?" kind of way. When you reach the final scene and everything falls into place I guarentee it'll bring a smile to your face.
kickinglovers:
i'll try.. whatever
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Aaaaaaarrrggghhh!!!!
So damn bored, somebody slap me!

Been playing Halo 2 on xbox live, thats okay, keep getting killed - alot.

Rubbish on tv, rubbish at work, even stuff I like is boring me.

2 bits of good news though, my new Alienware pc should be on its way soon - Yay!!!
and My RPGA Herald GM membership just got approved woo hoo.

Boredoms days...
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wated:
Bigger isn't always better. So some geeks tell me. wink

Is the PC you bought in one of those horrible green or blue cases? I like Alienware's specs, but the design of the cases has always put me off.

Do you mind me asking how much it was including p+p?
wated:
We are indeed.

That is until next week when the PCs'll be 20% cheaper and we can be mocked by everyone that thought we were mad in the first place.

I ordered the 10,000rpm drive as, combined with the snazzy motherboard, DDR2 RAM, PCI-e graphics card and 800 MHz FSB processor, I was told that the only bottleneck would really be the current software available.

Actually that's not strictly true, I just wanted to get it all so that I could have a biometric keyboard and an LCD monitor. biggrin
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Going to see Assault on Precinct 13 tonight.
I hope it lives up to the original and doesn't suck ass.
andy_hallam:
Not as good as the original, but not bad.
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As usual, a dull day at work.

So I have a choice right?

1 - get a new job (well duh!)
2 - throw myself into it more and go for the next promotion (I call this the corporate whore option)
3 - shut up and live with it (anyjhing for a quiet life)

Thinking I will stat on 2 with an option of goint...
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toothpickmoe:
5 - do the monkey dance
cayce:
6 - do an office space and slowly pilfer money from the company. bonus points for smashing the printer.
smile wink
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Woohoo, I finally got broadband, and its so much much faster, I dont have to wait 5 minutes for SG to load anymore. love
tarragon:
Dont wear it out, it's my last one. wink