Friday Apr 22, 2005

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I am not who you think I am
I am not that which I wish to be
Where to go? What to do?

How can I be free? Be me?
When I don't know who I am
and I know not what I want
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kickinglovers:
logic never settled a heart, misconception just makes me angry.

frown
kickinglovers:
mister. things are so confusing, i fear a losing battle. I came home today from seeing a friend who had been abroad and fell into my bed for a sleep, my temperature burning. i rose to eat half a meal and fell back in but i cannot sleep. my head swirls with such confusion.
i don't know what to do for the best.

Friday Apr 15, 2005

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Luck was needed but not around.
Love was sought but not found.
I fell fake, all front and no substance.
Like I might just fade away.
Friends are there and that softens the edges
but nothing stops the hammer blow.
My life lived in tiny packets.
Validated by all too few.
Can there be anyone?
Could it be you?
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mylittlebubble:
you are in bmth, me 2 biggrin
mylittlebubble:
ARGH all the foreign students that try to chat you up when your out drinking!!!

Friday Apr 15, 2005

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Sunshine, lunch with a friend, Garbage on my ipod.(although what with the cock ups with the food we didn't really eat together, more like one after the other whatever )
Sometimes the truest friends come from the most unexpected places kiss
Might be going out tonight, if so wish me luck wink
I will try not to get too drunk tongue
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kickinglovers:
you see that girl with the picture in her message sticking her fingers up to me - thats ms blue my ex.. whom i talk of.
hmm..

i just whinge about things. thats my thing. bec is the strop thrower. i'm too polite to throw them. i jus sulk and whinge.
kickinglovers:
you should.. but i wont laugh unless entirely necessary..

Monday Apr 11, 2005

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Okay, so after 3 and a half years of being single, I have come to the conclusion that it sucks.

Now admitedly being in a relationship can also suck and there are some advantages to being single, but not enough of them and being in a relationship never sucks THIS much.

Of course I would have to say that my being single is entirely my...
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forkandles:
No, fork 'andles tongue biggrin
kickinglovers:
mm.. did u do wetherspoons?? *i promise (if u did) we aren't all that crap.

"oooh ooohhh you better stop. if you love me.. now's the time to be sorry...."


i jus spoke to the familiar.
becoming the male cat lady is not necessarily a bad thing, at least your whiskers will be mens ones and they wont be quite so scary.

mister i think its time u updated your journal.... tongue

Monday Apr 11, 2005

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Okay, so after 3 and a half years of being single, I have come to the conclusion that it sucks.

Now admitedly being in a relationship can also suck and there are some advantages to being single, but not enough of them and being in a relationship never sucks THIS much.

Of course I would have to say that my being single is entirely my...
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kickinglovers:
awwwk blush

lets just buy a bottle of vodka - far cheaper and easier to drown our sorrows.

aww you are such a sweet.

what sweet are you?
kickinglovers:
i think i am a flying saucer ..
you are most definitly a pear drop..(i say that like i know you!)
or maybe i am rhubarb and custard..

oh and about getting u a woman and me liking her. i'm not interestedin anything new, i have reached this point which i just crave familiarity with someone i already know that well.. i just don't know exactly whom.

Monday Apr 11, 2005

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Okay, so after 3 and a half years of being single, I have come to the conclusion that it sucks.

Now admitedly being in a relationship can also suck and there are some advantages to being single, but not enough of them and being in a relationship never sucks THIS much.

Of course I would have to say that my being single is entirely my...
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Monday Apr 11, 2005

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Okay, so after 3 and a half years of being single, I have come to the conclusion that it sucks.

Now admitedly being in a relationship can also suck and there are some advantages to being single, but not enough of them and being in a relationship never sucks THIS much.

Of course I would have to say that my being single is entirely my...
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Monday Apr 11, 2005

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Okay, so after 3 and a half years of being single, I have come to the conclusion that it sucks.

Now admitedly being in a relationship can also suck and there are some advantages to being single, but not enough of them and being in a relationship never sucks THIS much.

Of course I would have to say that my being single is entirely my...
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Friday Apr 08, 2005

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So I have next week off and once again will probably do crap all but laze around the house.
Somebody think of something cool I could do that don't cost too much money.
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ems:
Hehe. Thank you!

The wonders of photoshop are good for making me look better, I just to find a version that you can use in real life. wink
magenta:
no way go ahead, i already have.

Wednesday Apr 06, 2005

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Normal service will be resumed shortly.



Probably..............




If I can be arsed...............





There are only 4and a half people who really care, I just hope its enough.
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fenchurch:
I dunno...seeing as I no longer have a PS2 in my ownership anyway, I probably wouldn't get to play it til 2006 anyhow.
fenchurch:
Yeah, my "friends" stole mine mad

Tuesday Apr 05, 2005

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Somebody give me a reason.
I seem to have lost mine and I feel naked without one.
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kickinglovers:
another reason...

crumpets!!

miss starfish and i may well.. i say may.. we are intending to stock up on mushrooms, weed and alcohol and follow the gingerbread trail to glastonbury..

any ideas yet?

kickinglovers:
im watching beauty and the beast smile
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