androgyne

sigh. well i am up unable to sleep again. atleast my gf didn't fall asleep as she did lastnight and not bother to turn up, but i am left largely un-fulfilled. I had a looovely night Monday, the sort of perfect togetherness you never expect to get after 2 and a bit years 2gether. Since then though i just haven;t quite been able to monopolise her attentions, and she has stuff to look forward to that means i am not central to her attentions currently. which is fine, just after such a high, i dunno, sigh.

i guess i like watching her sleep, but i have nothing to do lol.