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I am not really a nice person or emotional or understanding in the conventional sense. I dislike almost all people, but I was a good boyfriend. A damn good boyfriend. It amazes me the number of beautiful women who stick with shitty guys. I used to want a beautiful, unique and flawless woman. Now all I want is somebody who is loyal, loving, acceptably ok...
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A misanthropic masterpiece

Welcome. Welcome! Come in boys and girls!
Wont you come join me on the final, big act?
Set off a series of events that will change your perception of worlds,
On a magic trip that merges lies and fact,
On a one way ticket with no way back?

And Im brilliant, with the logistic skills,
Im loving the limelight as they all...
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I like writing poems. Here is one I wrote recently. There are often random reflections, and I like poems that offer only a little insight and require the reader to understand them.

Wilting

And now that shes gone only a wilting rose remains,
Her love it was not love, by any other name,
The flower rots and dies as all good things must end,
So...
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I enjoyed Prague with you also. I especially liked the way we endured 3 hours of soaking wet dirty snow because I insisted I new where old town was, and went on a 15 miles jaunt instead.

You are who you are today because of me, and as I take comfort in my box of llindt chocolate, I take comfort that I really did save...
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antisco:
Unless an idiot is useful to me in some specific capacity, I simply do not acknowledge their very existence. As for Quaker Instant Experts, I deal with them all day everyday. They usually get the same treatment as idiots, and I deploy 0% tact when I speak to them (if I speak to them).

As for discourse, just surprise me at this point! After some of the mind-numbingly awful experiences I have had discussing political/social issues with a particular handful of people on this very site, I would be just as happy talking about the weather! tongue
cherrylix:
I'm not rich. There is 1100 there. That is my month's rent & bills. Just because it was in cash & not in my bank at the time doesn't mean I'm rich.

I'm not even particularly sad either. Thanks for your input anyway
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We're watched always. The difference between the smart and the stupid, the strong and the weak is as follows.

The strong understand that they ar being watched and/or listened on in, and so give false information aand lies. Then, like true puppeteers, they watch as the show unfolds, fascinated by the outcome but unconcerned about the actual show. The weak proudly claim they have found...
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warskeptic:
Blimey. Well there's confidence!
antisco:
Fuck man, drop me a message sometime! I can never get enough interesting discourse.
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The story of Tabula Rasa - From rubble to a masterpiece.

The ceiling of the great temple was cracked, damaged and leaking water. Truth is that it had been this way for many years. The people of the city ignored the remnants of the building that had been hastily finished and poorly constructed. She was a lost cause, and if the Governors had already not...
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secretary:
I like it when you're feeling creative. smile x
viking:
not too great but i think things will get better. thanks for asking! hope you're ok? x
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Contrary to popular belief, I am not in fact dead. I am however incredibly overworked at the moment and trying to be many things to many people which has just made me totally exhausted. On Friday I could barely get out of bed, and currently I am feeling quite sick, my head is on fire (I initially thought this was drink but nope) and I...
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forcefield:
I would join such a group!

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secretary:
Nahnahnahnaaaahnaaaaah. tongue How was your night of beer and grass? Somewhat of a role reversal! x
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im feeling pretty happy. Not only have I got a 25k a year job that I am starting next wk but I also have a nice sub bitch that I am seeing this wkend, and also in4 wks time, when my gf/pet/Secretary will be visiting her newly acquire 'friend'. I love the thought of texting eachother loving things as these poor sweet girls lay beside...
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So right now, literally the moment that I am typing this I am on the 9:32 from Reading to Exeter. I am listening to an odd mix of music that began with Lady Gaga, then went to the French film operatic version of Les Choristas and now finds itself running though Alice Coopers greatest hits. Next up Vivaldi. I am meant to be doing work...
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I am desperately close to going nutz. Unfortunately I tend to vent my rage outward, and I think I would become a danger to hoi polloi very quickly if I were not in control of my emotions. I fear losing control, but my main link to this world feels weak, liable to snap and leave me without any insight into humanity at all. This scares...
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mellon:
Is it really the world that you hate? Often it is that which is most familiar with the outer world that we despise; the reason it is familiar is that we recognize it as something in ourselves from which we would prefer to be free. If you can make that connection, then your work becomes much simpler: your mind is much easier for you to change than the world.
fry:
Thanks for your answer. I avoided the what is a state argument like the plague, that could be a whole other essay.

Basically I looked at from the whether proliferation would make the world safer or not. Decided as usual that it wouldn't. I've written that part of the essay 3 times now in various modules.

I then went the just war route and argued that there is no way you can justify nuclear weapons on a defensive basis. Essentially the mass slaughter of civilians is not a legitimate war aim and therefore nukes should all be banned.
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i will update my blog properly before holiday
i will update my blog properly before holiday
i will update my blog properly before holiday
i will update my blog properly before holiday
i will update my blog properly before holiday

note to self
hollystar:
eeek

Happy new year
I hope that you pass it very wellkisskisskiss
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is concerned about many things
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antisco:
Aren't we all!
secretary:
Mebe. smile Ok, but you're not really a little thing. You are you. A little thing would be you bringing me chocolate or something. x