androgyne

What to say. Hmm. I've never quite fitted into society. Truth is, I think I'm better, and because I am hyper rational I see them as less. I feel the same apathy an experienced professor of vivisection has toward a lab rat. I class myself therefore not as immoral, though other people may class me as such, but amoral. I do not judge the actions of individuals or groups on what they do or believe, only whether what they do or believe is logical, rational and has been thought through. I dislike people who enter into an arguement with no idea of a strategy.

That said, I do experience happinness. It is largely because of my family and my gf that I have not already lost the plot I suspect, so I guess I should be thankful. I also like to roleplay, and that includes genderplay, because it is then that I forget I am rational Liam and can be Sir or Princess or Kitty (petplay is a curious thing, but a rather enjoyable one). I think I like Sir because I find it easiest, most natural. But my submissive parts allow me to show that weakness of emotion, hell even just to cry. It is a release, and it is as enjoyable as it is fascinating.

I guess what I hope to discover is whether gender and gender roles, perceptions and behaviour are sociological. I suspect they are, and by delving into the realm of femininity I find myself understanding more about women than I ever did before. The feeling of being penetrated, or of feeling isolated, or of crying and not really knowing why, or of wanting roses and having those sweet aspirations. By leaving Liam behind I experience a world of passion and love and emotion, something that my social character Liam seems unable and unwilling to allow.

Almost all of my dominant fantasies can be reversed, I dislike men who want something but would be unwilling to do it themselves. Hypocritic people are among my biggest annoyances because it is so plainly obvious to me that their reasoning is flawed, and this makes me angry.

So I guess that explains my name, an Androgyne. An individual who does not really fit into the roles of masculine or feminine as described by the masses of society. I guess I think, and believe, that because I am better, and people know I am atleast different, they will fear me and dislike me because they do not understand me. Luckily I have my love. I never thought I could be so happy with a single individual because I am not really a single individual. But I have, she has many names and many personalities like me, and though she is not as smart as me (she is still uber clever) nor rational she still fulfils my personalities.

Sir has his collared pet who can take the 1/2 dozen fuckings a day I need, looks pretty naked except for in her collar and enjoys being degraded, used and subjegated to My authority. Liam has his girlfriend, who is stunningly beautiful, very loving, understanding and open minded and can debate the merits or failures or Millsian political theory. Princess has her Mistress, who actively encourages (and I very much stress that word) her sweet cute girl to dress and act suitably, helps her learn makeup and flirting, enjoys bisexual rolereversal games and is empowered by having such a meek princess so eager to please.

So in summary, the name is a reflection of my place in society. I did consider others, but this seems an overall apt name. Secondly, and lastly, is an explanation of why I am here. To participate in an open minded community with my other half (Annakissed) and be able to comment on her profile without her appearing mad. It is also a tribute that despite my rationality, my arrogance, my intellect, my polarising character(s) and my 'poly-relational' needs, that I have somebody who loves me for what I am, and encourages me still, no matter what, to be the best than I can be