One day in October of 2004,I met a girl named Courtney, in a horrible college class...
We began talking more and more, and we knew that we had found true love.
We began spending more and more time together...
helping each other with homework, taking each other to school, going for coffee, going to eat, cuddling together as the weather grew colder, going to local concerts, taking cute pictures that told funny stories, holding hands, kissing, caring only for each other, completing each other, watching movies, sharing amazing music, going shopping, helping each other move stuff to college, eating meals together everyday, calling each other every night just to say i love you, going to see cruxshadows, taking and picking each other up from classes when the weather was bad, going to get coffee and drinks after classes, going to exercise together, taking trips together back home to visit on some weekends, sharing in painful moments in life and cheering each other up knowing that better times were soon to come, holding each other and taking naps, taking bubblebaths, getting cute gifts for each other, making each other adorable cards and notes, going to see the melvins and then cruxshadows again, supporting each other when times were stresssful....
And then one day in spring 2007, differences were upon us...They had been for sometime, but it was no longer avoidable...So we did the one thing I never hoped would happen...we let go.
I am still so in love with Courtney.
I miss everything about her.
She became my favorite thing about my life.
And now I am struggling to discover anything else good in life.
I want her back more than words can tell you...
but I do not believe that it is going to happen.
My heart is hers...well, it was hers...
She doesn't have it anymore, but I am not exactly sure where it has gone...
Courtney..."my most of me"..."my tiger baby"..."my babis"..."my little one"...
My first and only TRUE love in this world...
I still love you more than I could ever tell you.
We are apart from each other now in the world.
And I want back all those wonderful things that I once had with you.
You must understand how I feel...
You're still a part of me...and you will be for a very long time.
A love like that...doesn't come along often in life...and now I am lost.
There will never be another like you.
I love you Courtney.
We began talking more and more, and we knew that we had found true love.
We began spending more and more time together...
helping each other with homework, taking each other to school, going for coffee, going to eat, cuddling together as the weather grew colder, going to local concerts, taking cute pictures that told funny stories, holding hands, kissing, caring only for each other, completing each other, watching movies, sharing amazing music, going shopping, helping each other move stuff to college, eating meals together everyday, calling each other every night just to say i love you, going to see cruxshadows, taking and picking each other up from classes when the weather was bad, going to get coffee and drinks after classes, going to exercise together, taking trips together back home to visit on some weekends, sharing in painful moments in life and cheering each other up knowing that better times were soon to come, holding each other and taking naps, taking bubblebaths, getting cute gifts for each other, making each other adorable cards and notes, going to see the melvins and then cruxshadows again, supporting each other when times were stresssful....
And then one day in spring 2007, differences were upon us...They had been for sometime, but it was no longer avoidable...So we did the one thing I never hoped would happen...we let go.
I am still so in love with Courtney.
I miss everything about her.
She became my favorite thing about my life.
And now I am struggling to discover anything else good in life.
I want her back more than words can tell you...
but I do not believe that it is going to happen.
My heart is hers...well, it was hers...
She doesn't have it anymore, but I am not exactly sure where it has gone...
Courtney..."my most of me"..."my tiger baby"..."my babis"..."my little one"...
My first and only TRUE love in this world...
I still love you more than I could ever tell you.
We are apart from each other now in the world.
And I want back all those wonderful things that I once had with you.
You must understand how I feel...
You're still a part of me...and you will be for a very long time.
A love like that...doesn't come along often in life...and now I am lost.
There will never be another like you.
I love you Courtney.
There are some people you never get over, but it's better that way. Some people are just so significant that they own a piece of your heart forever.