andrewveil

Time is just slipping away from me...
It seems like I just came home to enjoy my summer, and suddenly, I only have about 1 more month here.
I hate school and all the anxiety that goes along with it.
I felt like shit most of the Spring semester this year, just because I feared going to classes and seeing all those people. I didn't...
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ummm...

i have no news.
this summer sucks.
i spend all my money on coffee.
and i get like 10 books everytime i go to the library these days.
and...i sit and drink some tea, and drift away...and the next time i look, it is dark outside.

i went to colorado for a week...but i am back at home now.


i am single again...at least...
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I am still alive. Sometimes I seem to forget that.
I am no longer with my lover.
But I am moving on. I am now realizing what she realized quite awhile back...we have both changed, and we've grown apart. It was not done on purpose...people just change.
It is unhealthy to think that we BOTH will just like...change back to how we were.
We definitely...
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One day in October of 2004,I met a girl named Courtney, in a horrible college class...
We began talking more and more, and we knew that we had found true love.

We began spending more and more time together...
helping each other with homework, taking each other to school, going for coffee, going to eat, cuddling together as the weather grew colder, going to local...
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Even while we are apart...



...my heart belongs to you.

...Forever...

I long for the strength to search within myself and adapt a new approach to life. I will do everything I can for you...and for myself. My love, my energy, my life... Hold on to me, and don't let go!!

I write again...almost a month later!!
I probably still won't get many (if any) comments.
But I have so many thoughts...

First, I am happy that school is going to be finished for the summer soon. I will finally get to relax more, maybe work somewhere a bit to get some extra money, work on updating my fashion options, and of course...spend LOTS of time...
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Hey again...
Spring break is next week, so I am going home this Friday. I am quite happy about this!
But...I have 2 big papers to get lots of work done on. I hate that. I keep trying to get lots of work done on them, but there's always something else to be done at the same time. Stupid school. At least (somewhat) of a...
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I really, really can't believe that it's been like 2 months since I've written!
Sold stuff on Ebay...
School started again earlier in January...
Did some assignments...
Took pictures...
Spent every day with my sweet Courtney...
Went to see The Cruxshadows Feb. 5th!!
Drank coffee...
Got sick- couldn't swallow much for a week...
Lost like 5 pounds during the week I was sick...
Recovered from...
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Damn!
I had not realized that it had been so long since I had written anything...
Sorry about that, my friends.

Hmm...well, since last time, not a lot has changed. School finished up on the 13th, which was nice. And I was even happier, because I only had 1 Final that week!! Everything else was small projects. This semester I received 4 A's and 1...
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it has been a long time!
so here's the news...
i am writing new songs again, so hopefully the Secret of Telecom site will have some more stuff to hear sometime.
AND- october 24th was my 2 year anniversary with Courtney!!! love you, babis.
halloween was uneventful. i loved the day. just spending it w/ my love. we had fun.
school remains pretty easy.
time...
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