andreastesfaye

Death comes in many forms,

mental: knowing you are nothing and there is nothing you can do about it

social idealism...ie:being a socialist in the Uni days, then realizing the real world has made you a right leaning liberal...

physical; that door we all approach, some faster and better then others---the push: murder, the pull:you take your own, and the opening: natural order of your time

spitritual: I believed this for so long and now I can't believe I wasted my time for so long, somtimesbecause true isolation means that g-d doe not listen to you any more...what could be any more of a hell on earth spiritually, then knowing that you are truly alone and will be when you pass on...like that man in the public nursing home , no faith, no family, no memories, no reason to live because he's forgotten everything he has ever had or wanted...

Intellectual: to know that everything you have studied is weak, and to take those hours you have now know to be wasted, tally them up and realize how many hours days and years you wasted and a useless intellectual direction...


Andreas