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Tarnish is a stupid fat cow....ok, I fell better now.....ok, and so is Faye...wow, now I feel even BETTER. Nothin' like a vent event, I guess........MOOOOOOOOOOOO



wow, I can;t believe it, I actualy feel liberated!!

And FAT people who take pictures of themselvves smell like old butter.......it gets stuck in the folds......ggggaaack!!!





and apperently, I'm a bad person and am not allowed to express myself...
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the drama queens on this site sometimes kill me....FUCKKKKKKKKKK......My girlfriend got kicked off of PSW because I could perhaps be looking via her site.....Give me a fucking break....mooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.....errrrr.....ve on, for fuck sake. Piss off, I don't care, keep going, don't let the door hit you in the ass...as if it could miss it...fuck off, ciao, GO INTO THE LIGHT....Grandma is that you, Uncle Festus.....good BYE....yes...
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I quit my nerves-are-gonna-fry job a week and a half ago and never punched more bar people in my life..this is almost an obsession....my right knuckle is actually darker then my left......been mostly throat grabs with a twist and push and when they come back, a straight rifle shoot to the mouth.....they have their arms soooooo flying all over that I just shoot up the...
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I quit my nerves-are-gonna-fry job a week and a half ago and never punched more bar people in my life..this is almost an obsession....my right knuckle is actually darker then my left......been mostly throat grabs with a twist and push and when they come back, a straight rifle shoot to the mouth.....they have their arms soooooo flying all over that I just shoot up the...
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well, I was tagged by aspartame, so here we go

1. I pray secretly before I eat
2. my first language is Dutch
3. I was molested at 10 and it has only surfaced in the last 5 years in flashes, but I see it clear as day.
4. I've been a freemason for 8 years and I love it.
5. I have three children...
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ok...I feel FAT...just out of pure feeling fatness....been working at the bar more, the Raven...a lil' rougher is an understatement...had to punch three people on the weekend last just because they wouldn't let go of the door...and on dumbass cut my knuckle with his teeeth...err...how dare he... he goes, as he spits out blood, "that all ya got?", and I said "YUPP!!" and closed the...
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so, I broke with my girlfriend....to try to put some distance between her and concerning my ex and all.....with everything that has happened....the breaking into my e-mail and mailing her personal letters tome to my family and friends, to her work {she's a CA that works with special needs kids}, her principal, the people on the board of her school ect....I want to believe my...
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Death comes in many forms,

mental: knowing you are nothing and there is nothing you can do about it

social idealism...ie:being a socialist in the Uni days, then realizing the real world has made you a right leaning liberal...

physical; that door we all approach, some faster and better then others---the push: murder, the pull:you take your own, and the opening: natural order of your...
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Ohh, my brave lil' soldier is at it again...the more mud you spread, she's sure the more will hopefully stick...this is comical if it wasn't so sad and that she has access to my children via my ex, with whom I am still close with and have great respect for her new man. ...what is it now...I'm a cheater, liar, drinker, deadbeat, hated by all,...
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Ohhhh, how the lil' have fallen.... even more....My ex and I have been broken up for about 5 odd months and she's still insane!!!! I've been dating this other woman, Sonja, for one month now, officially, but she is apperently allllllllllllllllllllllllllllll the blame for our break up.. to say the most obviousreason being: Roberta being a emotional drain and constantely emotionally unstable
---thus far for...
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