anbuvampyre

so as the chapter including friends closes and the chapter excluding friends and includes me taking a year off to try and gain closure with a girl (stupppppidddest thing EVER but whatever if i have sticks ill make fire) i grow... uncomfortable

idk i dont really feel anything but i know i dont feel good like really happy, im less than really happy... which you could say would make me happy... which isnt bad... but whatever ill miss everyone, me and my friend ryan played 2v2 b ball and lost =( i wanted to win, because our relationship has included alot of him being afriad of me and we dont work well together and we did so good and i wanted the win so i could send him on the road with a life lesson in his pocket, he didnt even want to come

the life lessons i can send him away with is "always opt for drug free fun over anti socalness" and "always try your best even if you end up losing and with a bloody nose" (yeah i gave a bad pass and owned his face)

ahh as the time flutters by....





much love to the ppl who acctually come here belive it or not saying "cool" as a comment means alot to me



i wasted a year for her, and she doesnt even want to see my face (im talking to myself here)