ambrose03

Signed up for school and ordered textbooks.....now to figure out how to pay for them

Found out today that my great aunt died...

Found out later today when trying to get ahold of my aunt that she was in a car accident because she is still taking the pills that we all thought she had given up...

Still seems impossible to get anyone to call me back...

The world sleeps, the magic of its dreams fill the night with possiblities. The dreams bring sadness tonight. The sky weeps, and there he stands in the field. Arms out sterched, head pulled back by the weight of his pain. His knees try to buckle but he is nailed to the very air. Unable to surrender and subcumb to the darkness as he longs to...
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so ispent most of last night with a friend...and we ended up spending a fair amount of time just singing along to songs in her car. I don't sing.....well I do, but not to an audience...she must not have heard me because she wants to do it again sometime

"this is life not heaven you dont have to be perfect" - Ashlee Christensen

such a simple phrase, yet the impact of its truth is staggering.

I love when it rains. espcially the heavy rain with the big drops that turns the streets into black rivers. I love to just stand out side and feel the rain fall upon me as it attempts to drown me. through closed eyes I see the flash of lighting. I open them in in time to see the next bolt over head as the thunder...
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How come when I really want to write I can't, but when i have other things I NEED to do the words come easily?

to hell with this relationship crap

3 hard drives, a mother board, and an IDE cable....what do these things have in commen...they all crapped out on me.

I bought a new computer, my mom's hard died. No problem right? I have a spare now and its alot better then what she had. I to clear out everythign and start from scratch to give her a new system. As I put the...
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The pretender feels the presure...*row row your boat*

The roles he assumes are more trying then yesterday...*gently down the stream*

Failiur and set backs expend reserves of controls...*merrily merrily merrily*

The life-line misplaced out of reach...*life is but a dream*

The betrayer lives well...*row row your boat*

The magic of the night fades and the vacume filled by hollowness...*gently...
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