ambrose03

So I'm back for a while. Been a few years since I've been on. According to my email an anonymous friend has gifted me with 3 months of access, and I would like to say thank you to whoever you are. Its been kind of a blast to look back at all my old blogs and realize how much I've grown in the last few...
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I want to be loved

I watn someone to embrace me and call me theirs

I want someone I can embrace and call mine

You would never know it from spending time with me, but I am filled with emotion and passion. So much that it scares me. I have spent over half my life learn dicipline and self control. I feel my control slipping...
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I've finished my latest drawing, got it framed and I'm going ot give it to the model. She is a really beautiful girl, she said she might even pose for a nude for me.

On another note, I a taking christal to play saturday night, and I'm going to make her dinner beforehand. It should be a fun night.

Hopefully I'll be well by then,...
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Its been a while since i've lasted posted....you know what that means. Yep, its time for a rant. What is today's Topic Bob?

Today's topic is...women. Back to you Tim

So whats pissing me off now? The same thing that pisses me me off everytime. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!!? Stop lying, stop saying something and doing something else. You say you want...
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I just found out about 12 years of family history in about 4 hours.....I'm very depressed now

Well I gave it a valient try. I have helped my mother keep her home for an extra year...now I am broke...no wait thats to timid a word. I'm massively fucked finacially. My only respite is to steal some of the money from the sale of the house...the same money my mother will most likely have to live off of.

Its times like these that...
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Its St Patricks day and the luck of the Irish is still not with me.....Fuck you all and good night

Now having experienced both sides, I can honestly say I perfer to be the dumpee

I feel better

heart ache from the past popped in and out again today. Both sides were played...i don't need this drama.

I would have been left standing alonse at an airport 3 thousand miles away from home, and yet it is somehow my fault?

You were told a tale by the one throwing you out. for some reason you didn't know I gave him the story that...
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It turns out I have a respertory infection...it sucks big time....

I'm sick...I want sympathy