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yesterday was such an awesome day, night.
workd my ass off all day,
and hung out with XXXX afterward.
dinner, bowling, walmart and sleep over with a movie.
It was nice! I had such an amazing night.
It feels so good to have met some1 i feel so comfortable with and have alot in common with, & he is super sexy haha
a possible friend...
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oxy:
Glad to hear your having such a good time smile
mrkrank:
oh it's all soo lovely...
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day off, being lazy.
i feel like i should be getting so much stuff done, but knowin i have thanksgiving off somehow make me feel like i can put it off till then.
also working days i get alot done after work vs when i work 11-8
blah i hate that shift
anyhow,
i did manage to do dishes and take care of a bill...
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naulite:
Never fails does it... :hugs: sometimes the day after is better.. specially if you don't go shopping.. lol

N.
oxy:
Hope you had a great thanksgiving smile
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listening to one of my favorite singers( tori amos) makes me wish i was able to smoke.
as pathetic as this sounds, i have not smoking (mar-i-juan-a) in 5 months..well like a week before i found out i was carrying a spawn of satan.
i guess as mental as this seems. smoking makes me mentally open my mind and be able to get shit off...
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oxy:
im sure...at the correct time...it will all come together and youll get the whole package smile
presence:
cheers to you for not smoking while carrying your satan spawn.. kiss
i mean it..thats awesome
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mentally updating,
it has been almos 5 months since i have had a diet pill of any sort. a laxative or been on a diet.
I am the biggest i have ever been and i feel beautiful,
the fluttering i feel within is amazing, knowing i am carrying a child has somehow made me think differently.
i can not say i cured of this curse...
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oxy:
It sounds like your getting a hold of life and taking charge....Good for you smile
apple_addict:
ok just wondering, where the hell is glen falls? confused
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yet another one,
it seems everytime i give advice to a guy that works for me tey end up falling for me,
just once i want someone that doesnt think im cute and want to hook up.
its messed, i can never get the guy i want( meaning the one to be my everything, cant find him)

i hate the feeling of knowing there is...
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oxy:
i think its cause us guys are always one step away from becoming crazy.

And the things that are going to push us that way are drink,drugs,sex,love and cute girls.

And i know what i talk off....ive been a crazy far to many times in my life.....but life kinda seems to want me to play that role...even if i dont want to. frown
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wtf is this world coming to, another school in lockdown due to guns.
lastnight there was a local school in lockdown due to the fact that rumor was there was a man with a gun in the building, 2 students that work for me were in the building for hours, while fort edward p.d. fled from the local dunkin donuts and attempted to find the...
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timeoftheeclipse:
you shojld move to canada!
haev yoru little one there...
he will have health insurance
and canada is purdy

le sigh, youve sounded liek you need a big giant hug for quite some time
*HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG*
i know its not the same, btu its what i got.

the world is scary, and the people in it are even scarier. but they are only people





that didnt make much sense, so im goign to get food now. maybe after i eat ill be able to get all hallmark-y on ya
timeoftheeclipse:
well if yorue looking for a hug from me, dont be driving to canadia... im faaaaaaaaaaar from it alas. but i love the country, thinking about moving there myself
and are you realllllly trying to tell me you cant find a cuddle buddy?
thats sad, i would so totally volunteer for that if i were around.
good cuddles are hard to come by i suppose. theres nothing like a nice cuddle.
sigh, i miss my cuddle girl. its a shame shes in canada....
make sense now? lol

extra hugs for you

kiss
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ugh i so depressed today.
yesterday and the day before.
i have forced myself to leave my bed, and i cant stop crying.
i have issues
i haven't been able to figure out if it is hormones or if it is just because i am so sick of my life.

lets see i hang out with a guy that supposibly has like dme forever. we...
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hey_fukko:
Oh geeze, fourteen years is a very long time. You'd think you knew someone after that much time. Stay strong! I'm sure your Prince Charming is right around the corner.
scott:
i still have all the stuff you gave me too. your past is a part of who you are and memories are all that we posess. life is far too short to sacrifice blocks of it [good or bad] to erasure. i'm sorry things are rough with this guy. when i peeked in your journal a while back, i was honestly happy for you, he sounded promising anyway.

like i have told you time and time again, you have to be patient. you're a terrific lady and you deserve more than backflips and mindgames, but you jump into things with blinders on [in the case of our relationship both of us did it] just be careful, i hate to see you sad and frustrated.
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ive figured it out.
i want a relationship for many reasons however, i really need a realtionship so i can get laid every fucking day, i think i am a sexaholic, seriously, i cant just screw random people i want a manogomous relationship that has the whole package including amazing sex
its a week and im dying already.
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oxy:
i was pretty shy about it...untill i started taking the photos and then i got into it.

And i hope you get over your shyness wink
toodsurfer:
I feel ya on the regular sex, monogamy thing. BTW... nice ass.
PEAS
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well, tonight is the first time i will be able to go out in like 4 weeks, im so excited, i have not done anything in weeks. I still ant booze which sucks but i can go out and dance and strut my gutt haha.
hopefully i will run into a few friends i havent seen since ive been out.
i feel i havent lived,...
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scott:
hope youu had fun! haven't talked to you in a while, just want to see how things are going, every time i pass your store, i look for your car, and it isn't there... must be the timing... give me a buzz, let me know how things have been. biggrin
oxy:
hope you have fun smile
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well, figured it would be time to update a bit,
lets see, i almost quit my job the other day, ive neer been pushed so far, i acutlaly told my boss fuck it i quit before she makes me blow my fucking head off, and i walked away,
needless to say u cant leave in your car while she stands behind it. i mean i...
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nick667:
hey whats up
presence:
spank you very much