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blah... feeling much better, even though the roomate still hasnt spoke to me. his gf has had conversation with me and i spoke my frustrations.... people suck man. I am sitting here and watching this insane shit on vh1 SUPER GROUP.... I swear tv is getting to personal. I guess it makes me want to vomit. I watch it for back ground noise so i...
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scott:
why... what's the deal with ryan? I heard about him getting kicked out of Sandy's for not boozing... I thought that was kind of funny.
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still no gray???? any day now.
so a update quickly... could go gray b4 i post.
the baby is doing awesome! he is huge, 12.04 on the 5th. i am sure he is like 12.10 now haha...i love him to death, poor kid is in all my photo's with props. bk hat, long john silvers pirate hat, 80's sunglasses haha...
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going grey,
i have been having issues with my bank so i have not put any cash into my account, besides the fact that im poor right now because im on disability. and i know it is only 10 bucks a month but for some reason i can no justify taking ten bucks to spend on a internet site right now, I feel i am...
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coldfusionx:
I will definitely miss you and I wish you and your newborn all the best! Feel free to drop me a line on Yahoo, coldfusion_x . smile
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a day of mommyhood...



the minutes turn to hours the hours turn to days.I ccould lay for eternity and just stare.For the first time in so very long i find myself bragging of my accomplishments. My life has changed so in so many ways. Through the many diaper changes and the many sleepless walks to the kitchen to prepare bottles. My hair is...
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i have been so crazy busy lately, I have been thinking about canacelling my account here. I am never on it anymore and find i barely have time to even make it online. I do not know.

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motherhood... is simply fantastic. even if i am awake every 2-3 hours changing poopy diapers at 4 am and getting everything peeded on. and yes he...
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jocelynd80:
Congrats! Good luck with everything too wink
scott:
i have good instincts... i say stick with nick, he gives a good vibe. thanks for the congrats, give a buzz if you're in the neighborhood (H.F. circle) and i'll give you the full tour... i didn't even mention the 105 year old vaudvillian theatre on the fifth floor!
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bbgirl822:
Congrats sweetie.... kiss Babies Babies..
scott:
awesome for you miss maggie! i still need to meet little Brendan. i'll call you later this week... after all the bullcrap involving my now-former house is over and done with.
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anaxarete:
wow, that is so awesome
enjoy these first few weeks, they are hard and precious
empathy_girl:
What a big beautiful boy you have! He's such a cutie. Congrats to you! Enjoy every minute of him.
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6 am tom. morning i will be going in to have brenden..
the past few days have been so overwhelming.. i have not been able to sleep and i think i have been causing my own insanity... I think i am as ready as i can be for this.
The father has been simply wonderful considering 4 months ago he hated me and thought i...
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mngddss:
Wishing you lots of good wishes. smile
oxy:
Wishing you all the best.....hope everything is alright and cant wait to see pics smile
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in approx. 60 hours i will be a mother.....insane....
i will be in hiding for a few days afterward.... enjoying the luxury of the hospital( bleck!)
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oxy:
your going to be the best mom in the world smile

all the best...and let us know how it goes smile
coldfusionx:
"If one feels the need of something grand, something infinite, something that makes one feel aware of God, one need not go far to find it. I think that I see something deeper, more infinite, more eternal than the ocean in the expression of the eyes of a little baby when it wakes in the morning and coos or laughs because it sees the sun shining on its cradle."

~~Vincent van Gogh wink

You will be a great mom!
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well, I just returned from the doctors..frown I was told that this kid isnt coming out naturally. It is kinda upsetting considering I truely wanted to do this 100% natural and prove I am a strong women. ON monday they told me to come in today for a ultrasound to measure him. He is meauring 42 cm( as of last week) and 9.15 (weight...
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coldfusionx:
That scuks that it got complicated, but it sounds like he is healthy and you are healthy and thats a good thing. wink
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tom. i go for another untrasound. to see what is going on with this kid.. i hope he drops ok.. they want to see how big he is because they say he is measuring big... im frustrated, nervous, anxious.
im techincally due in 8 days, i guess i should not freak yet...
meantime i will continue to excercize and drink the tea.ugh skull
coldfusionx:
Try and stay calm, your body knows what to do...Im sure he will arrive right on time unlike my last flight, but thats another story..lol wink