so, tis the new year. I am attempting to let last year be what it is... the past...
I guess right now i am semi bitter about alot of things.
I get frustrated.
so
i have no social life and i am sick of being told i am a introvert like it is a bad thing.
i just have a tendency of not wanting to...
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I guess right now i am semi bitter about alot of things.
I get frustrated.
so
i have no social life and i am sick of being told i am a introvert like it is a bad thing.
i just have a tendency of not wanting to...
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! 
BE SAFE! HAVE FUN!
BE SAFE! HAVE FUN!
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oxy:
Happy new year to you too. 
scott:
happy year anew.
screw 2005. here's to a wonderful 2006 for you and Ivan.
screw 2005. here's to a wonderful 2006 for you and Ivan.
Things are slowly making sense in my life.
I had been sitting here today thinking.
I remember always making comments about the fact that I wanted to have a child and I remember talking to a friend of mine a year or two ago about this. We kinda had this arrangement that he would help me out... haha...
then look at me now, I am...
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I had been sitting here today thinking.
I remember always making comments about the fact that I wanted to have a child and I remember talking to a friend of mine a year or two ago about this. We kinda had this arrangement that he would help me out... haha...
then look at me now, I am...
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scott:
i wish i could be blunt with you without sounding like an asshole.
make yourself happy, never, ever rely on someone else to do it for you. and watch out... i know you like to give everyone the benefit of the doubt, but sometimes you leave yourself open to be walked on. i hate to see that happen to you, youre such a wonderful person, but not everyone is as openly caring as you are and it totally tears me to see you hurt.
make yourself happy, never, ever rely on someone else to do it for you. and watch out... i know you like to give everyone the benefit of the doubt, but sometimes you leave yourself open to be walked on. i hate to see that happen to you, youre such a wonderful person, but not everyone is as openly caring as you are and it totally tears me to see you hurt.
timeoftheeclipse:
girly stuff, eh?
shame i dont cross dress anymore
much
do you have a website or a place i could view some of it, id maybe buy something for my girl
shame i dont cross dress anymore
much
do you have a website or a place i could view some of it, id maybe buy something for my girl
Just finished th crazy christmas thing. I will have to admit that it was an amazing day overall.
STarted off at moms then traveled to the dads.
Gawd I love seperated parents on holidays.
I am looking forward to it myself.
.Actually things eith ryan and I have been really good. Regardless of anything we will be friends. I care for him and I want...
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STarted off at moms then traveled to the dads.
Gawd I love seperated parents on holidays.
I am looking forward to it myself.
.Actually things eith ryan and I have been really good. Regardless of anything we will be friends. I care for him and I want... Read More
timeoftheeclipse:
it sounds like you are really getting to a good place. that makes me happy. what kind of creations miight you be speaking of???
anyway, merry christmas
anyway, merry christmas
hmmm, updating.
last snow storm my friend recked her car, smashed into a guard rail, hopefully it can be fixed.
trying to get my life situated before the baby comes.
been downsizing my bedroom, I have so much stuff...ugh
work has been going quite well, however There are alot of tings that need to be done before i leave in 3 months.
my personal life...
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last snow storm my friend recked her car, smashed into a guard rail, hopefully it can be fixed.
trying to get my life situated before the baby comes.
been downsizing my bedroom, I have so much stuff...ugh
work has been going quite well, however There are alot of tings that need to be done before i leave in 3 months.
my personal life...
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coldfusionx:
I think everything in life is complicated, I know I am...lol.. Good luck sorting things out, It sounds like he is losing out on a good thing. The sad part is one day he will turn around and kick himself. 
scott:
we're complicated?.... i can say that things are a bit enigmatic from our perspective looking the other way as well.
how are things? my phone is back on, call me sometime.
how are things? my phone is back on, call me sometime.
funerall on wednesday and i have to work the whole day ith corporate, hopefully i can get out at a decent time so i can make an appearance. i went to the doctors today and had the weigh in... I hate scales.
I promised myself that I would never own one after throwing away the last. I had this mild obsession a few years back...
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I promised myself that I would never own one after throwing away the last. I had this mild obsession a few years back...
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timeoftheeclipse:
hugs
im in a hugging mood tonight
its the closest thing i have to a cuddle, and i really wanna be cuddling.
the weather and season and all
so
huggggggggs
im in a hugging mood tonight
its the closest thing i have to a cuddle, and i really wanna be cuddling.
the weather and season and all
so
huggggggggs
coldfusionx:
I just read the story that you posted...lol that was funny. Im glad I renewed my membership, that was cool to get on my first login back. I hope you remeber your keys next time 
death in family, ugh...
I hate this...
car is clean,
room is slowly downsizing,
belly is upsizing,
I need a cuddle buddy,
The father of my child drives me nuts,
I found a bunch of old school pictures, I was one cute kid.
My d.v.d player is dead,
I am attemting to make new curtains for my bedroom,
I am selling all this bullshit on...
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I hate this...
car is clean,
room is slowly downsizing,
belly is upsizing,
I need a cuddle buddy,
The father of my child drives me nuts,
I found a bunch of old school pictures, I was one cute kid.
My d.v.d player is dead,
I am attemting to make new curtains for my bedroom,
I am selling all this bullshit on...
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oxy:
(HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGS)
welll...you ever need a online hug (even though i know its not the same) im always here
welll...you ever need a online hug (even though i know its not the same) im always here
look scott im updating! haha
has been insane
my room looks like a tornado hit it.
my car is trashed like 40 pounds of snow came inside at the drive thru window at d.d.
i called district and they are going to reimburse me to go get it detailed tom.. those bastards .....
hmmmm... what else is new...
i finally broke down and bought a...
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has been insane
my room looks like a tornado hit it.
my car is trashed like 40 pounds of snow came inside at the drive thru window at d.d.
i called district and they are going to reimburse me to go get it detailed tom.. those bastards .....
hmmmm... what else is new...
i finally broke down and bought a...
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oxy:
mmmmmmmmmm pizza. 
sorry your day sucked....but im sure it will get better now
sorry your day sucked....but im sure it will get better now
scott:
hang onto it as a backup for the time being.
about time that car got detailed
the black one? i hated that bedframe.
peas.
about time that car got detailed
the black one? i hated that bedframe.
peas.
look scott im updating! haha
has been insane
my room looks like a tornado hit it.
my car is trashed like 40 pounds of snow came inside at the drive thru window at d.d.
i called district and they are going to reimburse me to go get it detailed tom.. those bastards .....
hmmmm... what else is new...
i finally broke down and bought a...
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has been insane
my room looks like a tornado hit it.
my car is trashed like 40 pounds of snow came inside at the drive thru window at d.d.
i called district and they are going to reimburse me to go get it detailed tom.. those bastards .....
hmmmm... what else is new...
i finally broke down and bought a...
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found out what i am having... A BOY!!!!
im so happy. everything looks great, i got picks of the baby and it is the MOST AMAZING THING EVER TO HAPPEN TO ME!!!
i can not wait to hold this child for the first time.,
i have had a very easy prenancy so far, i am now almost 5 1 /2 months....
living large...
everythingelse has...
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im so happy. everything looks great, i got picks of the baby and it is the MOST AMAZING THING EVER TO HAPPEN TO ME!!!
i can not wait to hold this child for the first time.,
i have had a very easy prenancy so far, i am now almost 5 1 /2 months....
living large...
everythingelse has...
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scott:
update, you bum!
frost:
congrats!
(hugggs)