day off. went to the doctors and heard the heartbeat of the baby. the most intense feeling iv'e yet to have.
overall things are going quite well. The apartment is starting to look and feel like a home.
work has been going well.
I have been doing alot of soul searching in the past 3 months and i have come to the conclusion that the reason my relationships always fail is because i tend to go for the ones that are irresponsible and have always had there folks to bail them out of everything. I am close to my dad but ive never asked him for anything, knowing that he would always be there if i needed him, however i have done everything pretty much o my own since i was 18. These boys i go for have never experienced REAL life outside of the childhood. I do not mean this as disrespect just that guys thik if they have lived on there own and washed there own underwear they are responsible.
how about paying bills on time.
keeping there home clean
having good hygiene and having goals in life.
so moving on,
i have to force myself not to look at anymore townies and focus on making sure i am going to be able to get what i want out of the next relationship. I am so sick of putting everything i have into someone that doesnt want the same as i .
i must be more selective!!!
i refuse to jump into anything anymore
i want a relationship with someone that is mature, has goals,
works full-time, and can give me great sex!
which is one of the only things i feel like im missing out on...
its weird though i have the best sex ever with someone that is my friend. its all i the touch., weird because there is the attraction but it isnt anything more than physical and its amazing...............
hmmmm
overall things are going quite well. The apartment is starting to look and feel like a home.
work has been going well.
I have been doing alot of soul searching in the past 3 months and i have come to the conclusion that the reason my relationships always fail is because i tend to go for the ones that are irresponsible and have always had there folks to bail them out of everything. I am close to my dad but ive never asked him for anything, knowing that he would always be there if i needed him, however i have done everything pretty much o my own since i was 18. These boys i go for have never experienced REAL life outside of the childhood. I do not mean this as disrespect just that guys thik if they have lived on there own and washed there own underwear they are responsible.
how about paying bills on time.
keeping there home clean
having good hygiene and having goals in life.
so moving on,
i have to force myself not to look at anymore townies and focus on making sure i am going to be able to get what i want out of the next relationship. I am so sick of putting everything i have into someone that doesnt want the same as i .
i must be more selective!!!
i refuse to jump into anything anymore
i want a relationship with someone that is mature, has goals,
works full-time, and can give me great sex!
which is one of the only things i feel like im missing out on...
its weird though i have the best sex ever with someone that is my friend. its all i the touch., weird because there is the attraction but it isnt anything more than physical and its amazing...............
hmmmm
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Wow, don't ask for much..... do ya.
hehe.... grownups are hard to find, I know.
Peace