ambergarnet

well down to the last 3 weeks. hpefully brenden decides to want to see this world b4 then. went to classes yesterday for laboring, learned a bit and i think i am mildly scared, I think the whole pain thing is the only fer factor. I really want to do it 100% natural, yet i will hold all options open. I look forward to the end result and thats all i should focus on... My mother is going to be there for it all with me... which is awsome because we have never been close and we jsut started really talking this past year, i feel this is going to be an amazing bonding experience.
I am officially out of work right now, yet they have managed to call me every day since i have been out!
for some reason they cant function without me i guess, dumb shit they call for to... fuckers. I am going to have to tell them
to back the fuck off!

the bf is going well, it has ben almost a month and things are still awesome, ( as he sends me an im on aim messenger yay)
kinda bizarre considering in 3 weeks i am having some1 elses child and i am dating already, but when i look at the fact that i have been single for 9 months i guess to me i justify it. plus it wasnt like i was out searching for some1 haha.... he is excited aboutt he child which reinsures me he is a genuine guy..... who cant use me for sex haha...

hmmm

well i guess i am off ! I must clean my car..its scary..