ambergarnet

found out what i am having... A BOY!!!!
im so happy. everything looks great, i got picks of the baby and it is the MOST AMAZING THING EVER TO HAPPEN TO ME!!!
i can not wait to hold this child for the first time.,
i have had a very easy prenancy so far, i am now almost 5 1 /2 months....
living large...
everythingelse has been quite well the past 2 weeks,
i have been working craziness.
havent really had a social life the past few weeks.
I did however get a membership to the gym so i can try to take care of myself,
the weight gain is starting to make me a bit paranoid. i feel huge.
i just want to make sure that i am staying healthy and gaining the appropriate weight. i have bulked up a bit, but i guess that is what diet pills for 12 years can do to you when you stop!!!
its kida messed up, to think that i have lived in sucha world for so long.
i still have my days, but it is only because i am not used to being so big, ive gained 18 pounds... ouch.... and i still have 4 months to go.....