A MESSAGE TO MATT SONIAK: THE GUY WHO I WISH I COULD SIT DOWN, HAVE A QUIET BEER WITH, SMOKE A CLOVE CIGARETTE, AND FIGURE OUT WHO THE KILLER IS ON SVU THAT NIGHT. THEN CUDDLE. AGAIN, A MESSAGE TO MATT SONIAK:
Matt. I miss you. I really do. You do not understand how crazy I am about you. If it's not about a boo/goo relationship, it's our friendship. I don't have to make out with you to care a shit ton for you. I want you to know that I do not feel ill towards you. But I bet I am honestly the last thing that is on your mind. Journalism's got you by the balls. Maybe once school is over with for the summer time, we can actually have a moment to, you know, HANG OUT! At least I'll get to see you at ISIS. At least.
I understand you are busy. I understand that you probably think Im some nutso broad like the others. I understand that you once held me in very very very high regards to you know, being almost your best friend, that you "adored" me. I don't know about that so much now a days, but I still think about you every day, in that sad, "god alyssa, why did you go and have to say argumentative things while he was busy and sick" kind of way. Like the, "Alyssa, Im going to punch you in the twat for allowing you two to get like this."
I'm here. I'm waiting. I don't NEED you, but i want you back. I thought I could get over things quick but that's not really going as planned. You've helped me more than you will ever know. The time i've spent with you has been amazing, and i only hope that you feel the same way. I ____ you. I want to tell you that but you will go running, for sure. I would. so the blank can be anything positive. You're the writer. Use your vocab! Aww, how could you not love Matt Soniak?
Can you expect me just to move on and never think about how amazing you are? How well we got along? And the things I wish I had back that are gone because we're no longer a force to be reckoned with? Partners in crime. Hey, at least Ill never forget you. How could I?
That's what I thought. (stroke your beard)
Matt. I miss you. I really do. You do not understand how crazy I am about you. If it's not about a boo/goo relationship, it's our friendship. I don't have to make out with you to care a shit ton for you. I want you to know that I do not feel ill towards you. But I bet I am honestly the last thing that is on your mind. Journalism's got you by the balls. Maybe once school is over with for the summer time, we can actually have a moment to, you know, HANG OUT! At least I'll get to see you at ISIS. At least.
I understand you are busy. I understand that you probably think Im some nutso broad like the others. I understand that you once held me in very very very high regards to you know, being almost your best friend, that you "adored" me. I don't know about that so much now a days, but I still think about you every day, in that sad, "god alyssa, why did you go and have to say argumentative things while he was busy and sick" kind of way. Like the, "Alyssa, Im going to punch you in the twat for allowing you two to get like this."
I'm here. I'm waiting. I don't NEED you, but i want you back. I thought I could get over things quick but that's not really going as planned. You've helped me more than you will ever know. The time i've spent with you has been amazing, and i only hope that you feel the same way. I ____ you. I want to tell you that but you will go running, for sure. I would. so the blank can be anything positive. You're the writer. Use your vocab! Aww, how could you not love Matt Soniak?
Can you expect me just to move on and never think about how amazing you are? How well we got along? And the things I wish I had back that are gone because we're no longer a force to be reckoned with? Partners in crime. Hey, at least Ill never forget you. How could I?
That's what I thought. (stroke your beard)
purplenoon:
who is this matt?
alyssa_the_hun:
Crying rocks. Word