Monday Apr 17, 2006

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I put some of my artwork up. Most of it is not recent, but at least it's something.

I'm starting a demon blanket. And it will be amazing. And i'm taking it to Rome with me so that i can have beautiful nightmares of ancient devils. Woo Woo!

I will put the photos up when it's done in a couple weeks. Wish me luck guys!
caffeinemonkey:
Your artwork is amazing! I love the pictures too.
When are you going to Rome? It is a wonderful city. It is like be in a time machine. The history and culture is mind blowing.
I hope you are single because you will have a field day with the Itilian men... I know very few women that have visited Italy without being swept away once or twice.... or thrice tongue
I do with you Luck! You will do great!
Have a wonderful week.

Tuesday Apr 11, 2006

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It's hot in my house because my landlord likes to dream about us swealtering, stewing in our own sweat as we toss and turn restlessly throughout the night. Unlike most people, we do not have any control over the climate of our humble abode. But honestly, did they check the weather lately? It feels like California outside and Equador in here! AHHH!

Aside from being...
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caffeinemonkey:
I hope you are able to cool down both physically and emotionally.
Sorry about your history class... but you know what they say about history, you can learn from it.
Try and take care!
caffeinemonkey:

Monday Apr 10, 2006

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My Hormones Have Control of My Decision Making Skills (Another installment of the day in the life of Alyssa.)

I think my hormones are going nuts. Ive noticed that when Im physically attracted to someone, it really comes out in massive quantities, coursing through my veins like heroin or adrenaline would. So yesterday, Sunday, had to of been the most embarrassing (but actually, only embarrassing...
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caffeinemonkey:
Ah, the control of hormones. For guys in their 20s they are 99% testosterone. So there are only two things they want to do 1) Fuck and 2) Kill someone. End of a good day would be killing someone and going home and fuck all night long.

I am sure that those boys loved the fact that you were hitting on them. Guys love aggressive girls especially cute ones like you!

I doubt that you will be able to get control over those hormones so you will just have to go with the flow. Just be safe!

Take care. And have a wonderful week.

Monday Apr 03, 2006

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Crying rocks. Word.
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missdisfigured:
crying rocks. It's been almost one year since the day I found out I could cry.

Cheers!
daniofthedead:
im not a big fan of crying, but sometimes ohhh it feel so good. word. kiss

Sunday Apr 02, 2006

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A MESSAGE TO MATT SONIAK: THE GUY WHO I WISH I COULD SIT DOWN, HAVE A QUIET BEER WITH, SMOKE A CLOVE CIGARETTE, AND FIGURE OUT WHO THE KILLER IS ON SVU THAT NIGHT. THEN CUDDLE. AGAIN, A MESSAGE TO MATT SONIAK:


Matt. I miss you. I really do. You do not understand how crazy I am about you. If it's not about a boo/goo...
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purplenoon:
who is this matt?
alyssa_the_hun:
Crying rocks. Word

Saturday Apr 01, 2006

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....to hang out with your friends?

...to choose friends over a person who is about to ditch you if you walk into that party?

...to have this person leave you right outside of the friend's apartment, not even minutes after agreeing to go to that friend's place to chill?

...to let this person know that you and your friends feel insulted by HIS (not my)...
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caffeinemonkey:
Sorry that happened to you. That was not a cool thing to ditch you. I am guilty of the same thing. I once left a girl at a bar with no money, no phone and no ride. And it was over pretty much nothing. You are right very childish. And dangerious. I left her drunk and with no resources. Luckily the people she went to for help were cool. This was a long time ago but I still feel guilty about it.
I don't know if you and your were drunk. But it seems we all do stupid things we regret later when we are drunk. He sounds like someone you really care for. I hope you guys can work things out and be friends. But often it is best just to move on.
Good luck.

Tuesday Mar 28, 2006

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I am addicted to Herr's Kettle Cooked chips.

And Lorenzo's.

And green tea.

And dragon rolls.

And gyros.

And cous cous.

And chick-fil-a waffle fries.

And soft tacos.

And things you can cook within 15 minutes in one sauce pan.

In otherwords, I am totally in love with food. Hello stomach! How are you today? Hungry? OF COURSE!

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caffeinemonkey:
I think Hobbits are know to eat that many meals... Oh and by Hobbits I mean everyone part of the 4:20 group.
Food is good!
WWPSJ Do... He would eat a burger!


Okay... now I'm really hungry...
twotoner:
I think Lorenzo's is a tad overrated. Not bad at 2 a.m. though.

ARRR!!!

Thursday Mar 23, 2006

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The Boy I Hurt:

Gun maker. WWII historian. Irish fanatic. Jujitsu fighter. Sweetest kid I have probably ever met by accident.

He pretends to be happy but he's upset about everything. He actually hates life. He's a cutter. He feels like he is the only person in the world that he can trust. His five year plan is to finish school, join the military, and...
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caffeinemonkey:
If your friend is seriously depressed (and it sounds like he is) I think you should talk to him about seeing a doctor for Zolft or Paxil meds... It does not mean he his mental. Just like a chemical imbalance can give someone a stomach ulcer, a chemical imbalance can make a person depressed. He should not feel sham going on meds for this. (just like he wouldn't if he need med for a stomach ulser). The reality is that you coulde miss an entire year of classes trying to work him through it but it prob won't help. Encourage him to see a doctor get on meds. I am certain in a month he will have a new outlook on his life and be much happer. If you plan on staying with him this will make you happer too. I know you prob feel you want and can fix it... but I think without the meds you will become frustrated and teh relationship is doomed to be finite.

Monday Mar 13, 2006

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Why is it that everything that I think to paint is absolute crap?

Oh....that's because it is! I'm having artist's block! Ahhhhhhh!!!!!! I need to get out of this one ASAP. This thing is due Thursday and i haven't even started. At least i have all the research good n' ready to go. I just don't want to misrepresent the Indian state of Kerala. But...
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caffeinemonkey:
You can do it! Let your brush be that insterment of good fighting big business.

I think his finger is staw tapping into a coke can:


Good luck!
caffeinemonkey:
Happy Shamrock Day!

Wednesday Mar 08, 2006

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My bad goal:
Start sleeping with my hot friend because of that reason. He's hot. And violent in bed.

My good goal:
Start actually sleeping at night, dreaming of someone who actually cares about me.

My ideal goal:
Start sleeping with my hot friend and dream of someone who actually cares about me.

The probable outcome of any of these:
Push away the one that...
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caffeinemonkey:
You are too funny. But it is always good to be goal oiented. Hope everything works out.

Don't confuse whore with horny wink
daniofthedead:
dont ever think of yourself as a whore! 'less you are being paid for money, you are just livin life. thats how i feel. do what you have to do, but id suggest maybe not sleeping with the hot guy if you are still kinda emotionally vulnerable and sad. i say this only cause when i do that, i make all sorts of trouble for myself.

but hey, if you can...DO IT!!!! haha tongue get yerself some action. violent in bed...mmmm. too bad the boy im sleeping with & seeing but apparently 'not dating' left actual real teeth marks on my neck on top of the already existing bruises. concealer can only cover so much baaarf
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