My bad goal:
Start sleeping with my hot friend because of that reason. He's hot. And violent in bed.
My good goal:
Start actually sleeping at night, dreaming of someone who actually cares about me.
My ideal goal:
Start sleeping with my hot friend and dream of someone who actually cares about me.
The probable outcome of any of these:
Push away the one that cares about me and become an object to them both.
I feel like a whore.
Start sleeping with my hot friend because of that reason. He's hot. And violent in bed.
My good goal:
Start actually sleeping at night, dreaming of someone who actually cares about me.
My ideal goal:
Start sleeping with my hot friend and dream of someone who actually cares about me.
The probable outcome of any of these:
Push away the one that cares about me and become an object to them both.
I feel like a whore.
Don't confuse whore with horny
but hey, if you can...DO IT!!!! haha get yerself some action. violent in bed...mmmm. too bad the boy im sleeping with & seeing but apparently 'not dating' left actual real teeth marks on my neck on top of the already existing bruises. concealer can only cover so much baaarf