alottanada

ok...to everyone who used to write to me in the past, i'm sorry for being so closed of over the last few months...back in feb i finally had my last emotional bleeding from my ex of a year and a half ago...only to meet a girl and consciously enter a whirlwind of love...only to have it severed b/c she freaked out...my understanding was her lover had broken up with her numerous times only to get back together and then break up again...she said she was done with it and so i got a little closer...i fell in love with her after knowing her for 3 months, and we finally kissed...it was magical...i chose not to have sex with her even though there were plenty of opportunities, b/c i wanted it to be proper...i wanted to wait until she felt removed from her past relationship...

well it wasn't over at all...i feel manipulated by her cravings of being wanted...she called me manipulative, even though i can back up and follow through with everything i said...she told me "when something is too good to be true, it usually is"...i think she has no idea that is as much an insult as it is a compliment...

she had freckles too...

i did however make out with my cousin's girlfriend's sister last night...that was kind of hot...we'll see...<sigh>

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