the gentleman returns
for as far as anyone can see there was no real reason fir him to leave in the first place
but look deeply inside and see that this man is no gentleman at all
but rather a totured soul
beaten battered and brusied thoughout life
once youve looked in the demons souls you realize why he left
he left to spare the...
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for as far as anyone can see there was no real reason fir him to leave in the first place
but look deeply inside and see that this man is no gentleman at all
but rather a totured soul
beaten battered and brusied thoughout life
once youve looked in the demons souls you realize why he left
he left to spare the...
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hopped up
dropped down
life becomes nothing more then sounds
bizairre emotions twisted together
drug enduced happines ever and ever
these pills are my friends my escape
only
Life will sure try to and most times shake
my life is hurt sick and needs help
i just need a reason to be felt
this smoking gun in my hand
you came home late again
i...
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dropped down
life becomes nothing more then sounds
bizairre emotions twisted together
drug enduced happines ever and ever
these pills are my friends my escape
only
Life will sure try to and most times shake
my life is hurt sick and needs help
i just need a reason to be felt
this smoking gun in my hand
you came home late again
i...
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fauxfoe39801:
uh sorry i havent been around much since they denied my ap to be an Sg girl i might leave the site too
another day of my life thrown away.
confused byt the drugs all in my mind
after the doctors at rehad said if br judt fine
be here im am again
injecting the silver cane directly into my brain
making my thoughts go in insane
here i beome a wanna be poet
i suck as like
and even i know it
like mommy alwys said
dont...
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confused byt the drugs all in my mind
after the doctors at rehad said if br judt fine
be here im am again
injecting the silver cane directly into my brain
making my thoughts go in insane
here i beome a wanna be poet
i suck as like
and even i know it
like mommy alwys said
dont...
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ignorance like a gun in hand reacxh out to the promised land your history books are full of lies the media blitz goona dry your eyes your 18 wanna be a man your grand daddies head of the klu klux klan taking 2 step forward and four steps back
dont drag m down
im a sick boy
dont drag m down
im a sick boy
AHH I AM finally back to some point of reality
i can almost taste life again these past few days have been friggin terrible and i know i sound whiney but this fucking hundred degreee weather didnt help much.
tonight is one of my favorite nights of the year is the yearly huge biig main street extravaganza where all the freaks come out close of...
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i can almost taste life again these past few days have been friggin terrible and i know i sound whiney but this fucking hundred degreee weather didnt help much.
tonight is one of my favorite nights of the year is the yearly huge biig main street extravaganza where all the freaks come out close of...
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fauxfoe39801:
yeah pink elephants, theyre great... ill post some pics of them when i take them 
and ill try to get naked for ya too...
and ill try to get naked for ya too... is there any point to this. i write to you people poor my heart out my inner most feelings tell you my problems but none of you care about me i can see this no one offers advice or support its like this place was meant to be different from real life here was supposed to be a kind friendly place but in actuality its...
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fauxfoe39801:
um sorry dude i tried... but im not very good with the support thing.... guesss Chopper didnt make you feel much better 
hmmmm i care about you, i just never know what to say good luck tommorow
hmmmm i care about you, i just never know what to say good luck tommorow
jivesucka52:
Cheer up dude. People rarely sign guestbooks unless you've signed theirs. That's the way this silly place works. So sometimes I write these big epic journals and no one signs it and I feel like shit too. I'll add you as a buddy and then at least we'll have each other commenting...Congrats on making it to outpatient status. Well that's if you were doing inpatient. Either way congrats on trying to better yourself. It's a fucking horrible process.
Hate: they say hate is one of the strongest most emotional words out there . i dont see it hate is part of everyones every day vocab. the word hate doesnt even carry that much clout. there is no real emotion behind the word hate anymore its become a comon adjective. abortion thats a strfong word that will bring about strong emotions in people but...
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hello? is anyone out there? is anyopne listening? just as ai thought no one cares over whelming saddness plagues me isnt there anything to be happy about anymore . what happend to all the things that used to make me smile in my childhood. they have all seem to have died. nothing lights that little spark inside of me anymore. i have dregded into the...
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over whelming saddness plagues me isnt there anything to be happy about anymore . what happend to all the things that used to make me smile in my childhood. they have all seem to have died. nothing lights that little spark inside of me anymore. i have dregded into the... Read More
fauxfoe39801:
hmmm im out here as always....
to answer your question you should go rent "Chopper" actually it wont answer yer question but its a great fucking movie...
to answer your question you should go rent "Chopper" actually it wont answer yer question but its a great fucking movie...
different night same story u all know the drill why even bother to say it
i want really really reall to get naked lets doit prove it
i want really really reall to get naked lets doit prove it
fauxfoe39801:
ok ok ok this time ill show you my boobies if you really want... i dont know why you would i mean yer surrounded by boobies way better than mine
wellk againn my one and only friend i am not sober but you do have a point being sober does at times have its advantages i just cant think of any right now. i like having to really try hard to make any sort of pertanant logical conversation it mkaes things more exciting for me and as far as the naked thing goes i dare...
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fauxfoe39801:
so it that yer not so subtle way of saying you want to see my tits?
fauxfoe39801:
sent you a naked pic