I already caved about the pics, because Im weak. Im also superficial so tell me Im pretty so itll be worth it.

Things are going much better today (see I told you I wouldnt still be upset about it.) I went out to lunch with a girl, (gasp) it was fun, I kinda miss like a girls day out, running errands and what not. Ill do that more often. I also did a little home made work out routine consisting of jumping jacks (cardio), crunches, leg lifts, and 5 pound arm weight thingys for the rest, lasted about 45 min so thats better than my everyday work out routine which consists of like walking to my car. Im also doing a load of towels right now which is good since I had been using one towel for like a month (it was getting really nasty.) Im getting better and better at being a housewife yay.. lol. Its good to like actually still do stuff even if Im alone, full days of doing nothing will depress anyone, but those days are over. I still need to do some major grocery shopping if the boy ever has a day off, we also need to buy an AC unit thingy so Im not constantly sweating and wearing next to nothing around the apartment. Also, so when I get a hamster it doesnt die of heat stroke (which they do very often.)

Other random stuff, I still havent seen Pirates of the Caribbean two! Whats up with that? The boys mom is also coming to visit us soon so Im getting nervous about that trying to make the place all clean. And! A friend of mine wants me to go camping with her and like 3 other girls for 2 nights up in the mountains somewhere near Boulder. Its this like out in the middle of no where camp site with no rangers and it sounds like it would be a full 3 day drunken, eating nothing but smores sort of experience. I wanna go, but puking for 3 days, going to the bathroom in the woods and sleeping on like a comforter (since I dont have a sleeping bag) doesnt sound allll that fun. If Jon was going maybe, just cause hes never been camping (I know! I cant belive it either!) But he has to work a lot and they are going tomorrow (and I found out about it today) so I dont think its gunna happen.

I dont like accepting plans last min cause it makes me feel like she only invited me cause she saw me today (even though she keeps pushing me when I say I dont think I want to go) and because I like to think my life has enough going on in it, that Im not all desperate accepting offers two minutes (ok 12 hours) in advance. Is that stuck up of me? I need time to mentally (as well as physically) prepare. Is that so wrong?

Wow, how did this post get this long? Im sorry about all the (s). I love all you guys who actually took the time (maybe) to read this long list of random things Im thinking about.