Tonight i met MagicNinja.
Total hottie.
We were supposed to go to the movies, but got too stoned to remember.
Drove him around my favorite cemetery.
Drove out to the middle of no where and shoed him the stars.
He bought me dinner
(thanks , sorry i didnt say if earlier).
Wherever i took him, it always looked like a set up or somthing.. like.. me being romantic and stuff.. i was showing things that a dude would show a girl so he could get down her pants and shit, lol.
FUCKING COPS!
My friends thought he was 'SWEET'.
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After i brought him home, he and Cricket hung out for a while with Rosie and Mike.
Cricket keeps getting sexual with me and stuff.. and its driving me nuts, hes gonna get molested.....
We ended up doing to Nates house for Shaysa's b-day and i drank a little.... and then i told somone if they poured honey on themselves i would lick it off.. so 'Yessica-Cheese-On-Boob' put honey on her nipple and i licked it off....
Then me and cricket left and had a talk... Basically he told me: "I'm addicted to sex...blah blah blah......i cant have a serious relationship cuz i hate being tied down....blah blah...we can be fuck buddies....blah blah blah....i'm sorry....when im with somone i need to be having sex all the time...blah blah blah...my immature mind cant handle a serious relationship...blah blah blah" and then stuff about how he would fuck other girls cuz hes addicted to sex...
Eh... then i told him... "okay.. i dont want to get too attatched if you arent interested." and hes said that he was.. but theres a chick at school he liked.. and he has a choice between her and me.. and then hes like "i guess i should i have told u about that before.." so i told him to take her cuz im that not special.. and he can have her cuz i dont have time to waste being led on and shit..
Then i told Rosie.. and Rosie was soooooooooooooooo fucking pissed at him cuz she said he told her he really liked me....
on the way to driving him back to Rosie so they could go home.. he was quiet... and then when we almost got there.. b4 i stopped the car he said " Will you go out with me? ..i thought about... fuck that other girl... i probobly wont see her again.. and i know i will be seeing you for a long time...i need to learn to grow up...so would you go out with me?"
I'm like... "are you fucking kidding me? ..is that a retorical question.. or are you asking me out?"
and then he said "I'm asking, Will you go out with me?"
Soo............i'm so confused.. im a big way i feel that that was really spontanious, and me might have be forcing himself too say that cuz he thought i was pissed at him big time.
Total hottie.
We were supposed to go to the movies, but got too stoned to remember.
Drove him around my favorite cemetery.
Drove out to the middle of no where and shoed him the stars.
He bought me dinner
(thanks , sorry i didnt say if earlier).
Wherever i took him, it always looked like a set up or somthing.. like.. me being romantic and stuff.. i was showing things that a dude would show a girl so he could get down her pants and shit, lol.
FUCKING COPS!
My friends thought he was 'SWEET'.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
After i brought him home, he and Cricket hung out for a while with Rosie and Mike.
Cricket keeps getting sexual with me and stuff.. and its driving me nuts, hes gonna get molested.....
We ended up doing to Nates house for Shaysa's b-day and i drank a little.... and then i told somone if they poured honey on themselves i would lick it off.. so 'Yessica-Cheese-On-Boob' put honey on her nipple and i licked it off....
Then me and cricket left and had a talk... Basically he told me: "I'm addicted to sex...blah blah blah......i cant have a serious relationship cuz i hate being tied down....blah blah...we can be fuck buddies....blah blah blah....i'm sorry....when im with somone i need to be having sex all the time...blah blah blah...my immature mind cant handle a serious relationship...blah blah blah" and then stuff about how he would fuck other girls cuz hes addicted to sex...
Eh... then i told him... "okay.. i dont want to get too attatched if you arent interested." and hes said that he was.. but theres a chick at school he liked.. and he has a choice between her and me.. and then hes like "i guess i should i have told u about that before.." so i told him to take her cuz im that not special.. and he can have her cuz i dont have time to waste being led on and shit..
Then i told Rosie.. and Rosie was soooooooooooooooo fucking pissed at him cuz she said he told her he really liked me....
on the way to driving him back to Rosie so they could go home.. he was quiet... and then when we almost got there.. b4 i stopped the car he said " Will you go out with me? ..i thought about... fuck that other girl... i probobly wont see her again.. and i know i will be seeing you for a long time...i need to learn to grow up...so would you go out with me?"
I'm like... "are you fucking kidding me? ..is that a retorical question.. or are you asking me out?"
and then he said "I'm asking, Will you go out with me?"
Soo............i'm so confused.. im a big way i feel that that was really spontanious, and me might have be forcing himself too say that cuz he thought i was pissed at him big time.
dietpills777:
ugh. sounds like some mind fuck. i think you should stick with the solo thing, this kid sounds too much like a kid. not worth it as he is already breaking up with you before you even start anything, which is lame. he's making all these excuses when you shouldn't have to deal with someone who only 1/2 wants to be with you. the whole "decide between two girls" thing is shit and you shouldn't have to worry about the fickle emotions of some kid. anyway, good luck with that. i was wondering if you would be going to the iowa city get together....it was posted in the SGMidwest group. i think it is next month, the 22nd....but would have to check. take care, hope things work out.
asphyxiia:
yeah i agree ..... cricket is a young one... that might be a lil dangerous for ur feelings... i know how u get. SO DONT GET ATTACHED!!! love you. 