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school is giving me the feeling that there aren't enough hours in the day...i hate that!
i left work early today because i had an appointment to go to. but, i also left because i had nothing to do! i absolutely despise boredom. i would rather be completely swamped than doing nothing. nothing usually turns into me working on homework, but still. i feel bad....
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anomalousdude:
Threaten to tell K's mom on her. That will wip her into shape.
suicidesic:
stupid dreams huh...good stupid or bad stupid?

as for the DUI...that is really bad, that is one of the hardest things to deal with, most of my friends have had at least one and it has been a horrible thing to see them through.

My crits went ok, I had a fever through them though, I slept for 20 hours straight....I still feel really bad, and I have to get up and do it again tomorrow...........I want to stop and smell the roses. whatever

I want something good to die for, to make it beautiful to live.

til next time wink 6(sic)6
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Buy the SG DVD you guys. it is so fucking great. really sexy photography, as i am sure you can imagine. those girls rock my world...if there were only some way that i could go on tour...i would, too. i like being on stage. i actually love giving speeches, too. pretty wierd, huh? there is some statistic that states that "x-certain amount of people's" biggest...
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foz:
we can fix that. me and some buddies may stop by HD some night to keep you company, as if you weren't busy enough, what'sa good night?
terdferguson:
Okay, you twisted my arm.
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i'm up crazy early. couldn't sleep.
not ready for another week just yet.
starting to miss the fam + az.

i seriously love my job.
shots in the office and dj tim williams let me borrow the SG DVD.
doesn't get any better than that.
it goes by so fast. we all dance behind the bar. it rocks.

well, i'm going to try to go...
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foz:
so...are you going to indy or chicago??
suicidesic:
hahaha dating someone?!! ha!!! where would you think of that? I barely have time to think for gods sake, let alone anything else. surreal if you are wondering about that post, it is the first verse to a Flaming Lips song that I like. biggrin

PS being sick as fuck is horrible, a couple hours of sleep work all night, school all day every day I have my first critiques tomorrow, hopefully I don't get fucked too badly, maybe I'll talk to you tomorrow.....sorry I missed you today on the IM.. kiss

Take it easy out there, I'm trying hard out here....xxx bye bye
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::This is in addition to my post yesterday::

I realized that the probelm in our department, is that one professor in particular has a very very distinctive style that she pushed onto all of us. The point that my professor was trying to make to my fellow students and I, is that all of work is starting to look the same.
With design, it is...
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aadams:
Although we do tend to be more literal and pragmatic, there is no need to equate "corporate" with medical/math/science minded people. I think we can appreciate creative design as much as the the next person. As you say, it is a matter of what information needs to be communicated. A scientist may need to communicate very specific concepts or complex ideas.

As long as you portfolio demonstrates that you can communicate specific or complex information, I don't see why it should not be done in an expressive or creative way.

my 2c.
deadmallworship:
I think the fact that you are struggling with, and thinking about these types of issues is an indication that you are/will be a great designer.


Cheers!
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bored? go here.
and find their "reel"
this whole firm is comprised of individuals that never obtained college degrees, but you will see by their talent, they are fucking design geniuses. I saw a member speak at last year's AIGA seek:design conference at NIU.
blew my mind. gives me goosebumps/leaves me speechless..
they have computer programmers, musicians, photoshop wizards, video people...omg.
talk about dream...
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suicidesic:
how long do you think I can stay up for..the longest I have ever done is three days, I started to hallucinate it was crazy as hell.
suicidesic:
isn't this problem you speak of like the same one we discussed last time you came here?
Weren't we discussing that the problem I had with design is it wasn't being expressive enough for my taste....and you argued adversely? I remember you saying that if you could move someone with design then that is the greatest thing to do, so why would you go against your word and your heart? I was talking about the clients and the corporations taking design in a different direction....not personal but, more POP more like here make a nice typefaced J for a J Crew shirt.....wtf why would you do that to yourself? You are very smart and very talented I think you have to go with your feelings, understand what your teacher says, but don't sell yourself short and compromise your beliefs. If somebody says well you HAVE to do this in school, do it but stick to your guns. wink There you go....I should know, I have been getting a shit sandwich in class since school has started. Peace......

It's my name but, it's your Suicide
SuicideSic
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ugh. 10am class.
thursday was dead downtown. still a good time, though.
almost passed out in my clothes after getting home.
saved by an unexpected phone call.

i'm up too early.
bok

does anyone know what ever happened to ibiza suicide? she had a set named ::suntanned:: a long long time ago, but she disappeared. ???

i'm not full of excitement right now cause i have...
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foz:
are you kidding, there was a huge line at HighDive, wasn' there?? I went to Mike n' Molly's then barfly.

Not sure what happened to Ibiza, but I have one of her pics in my favorite SG photos gallery.
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Sic in a suit... confused

splash.



love love love
suicidesic:
Haha thanks darling.....I did look pretty decent I think, I wore two different suits in the shoot.... smile I'm going to go print some pics right now actually, I'll let you know how they come out.

I don't think I like photography anymore, I'm getting tired of the BS......my teacher won't stop riding my ass about every little thing, add another to my shit list puke

Talking to me is like having 29 orgasms

SIC xoxo
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today was quite a good day.
i got a raise at work, without even asking!
sweet.
and

i got the "we got your set, like it, and are trying to see if we can use it" email from Missy! yay.
i'm thinking that this is a good sign.
i have one pic in my folder from after the set if you want to get an...
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icy:
Swish! They are more than likely going to use your set! Time to par-tay
tongue
See if you can convince your parents to let you off touring around. It's a good education and helps you understand the world. Plus it also helps you understand how to pick up people of different nationalities in various places..which can come in useful wink
But mostly the culture thing tongue

And you are hardly a huge loser! I demand you stop that right now or else....or else what? Err I'm not sure. But it involves cream cake.
Graduation is fun, but you end up missing college and goofing off, take advantage while you can!
ck:
yAy for raises...congrats wink
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i wish that i didn't have to be in illinois right now...
i want to go home please..

well, i can't until december. i will literally be getting on a plane the minute my final is over..acutally, i might just book the earliest date that i can and say fuck my finals. yeah, that sounds like a good plan. i am seriously already dreading walking...
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foz:
it's not going to be that bad, it makes you appreciate vacationing and the warmer minths all that much more. I couldn't live without the changing of the seasons, I need a little cold, a little rain or I would go nuts, a sunny day every day, I don't know how peo0ple do it, I'm not sure I could get used to it, oh, but the winter days on campus, walking from class to class, that is torture, you need someone to keep you warm wink
icy:
Ears clogged, voice fucked and all hopped up on drugs eh? Sounds like some friends of mine out on a weekend.
*shakes head*

Well I hope Missy has some sence and approves your set, from the pictures I've seen I have no idea why she wouldn't!

I've never managed to visit the states yet, no. Pity too as I would really like to. Monetary issues are the main thing wink
It's cheaper to arse around Europe for short breaks when you have money, and now I'm looking for another job so travelling is out. For the moment. Though I'm looking for a better paid job, so my travels could stretch a little farther heh.

Have you ever been anywhere over here in Europe? I'd say you haven't been here to Ireland anyway or you probably would have mentioned it already wink

The Autumn/Winter semesters are always the hardest. That biting wind just screams to you to stay in bed and miss those lectures wink
My advice is to listen to it sometimes hehe.
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my first night of work was swweeet! all of the people i work with are cool as hell, so we all had a wonderful saturday night together. the first hour i wanted to disappear, cause i didn't know where anything was or how much the drinks were, but by the last couple of hours, i was starting to get the hang of it pretty well....
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foz:
HighDive I have a love hate relationship with. When it first opened it was the hottest bar in town, they used to have awesome shows there, the people who hung out there were "cool" then it slowly turned into the bar where all of the very young campus kids would go, it turned into "DJ and dancing", the music was sacrificed for all the revenue coming in from the dj and dancing crowd. a lot of great acts have come through there and are forced to play a 7:30 show, then the kids roll in at 10:30, and it's like the show never happened. I'll still go if something decent comes through, but I don't hang out there if I want ot go dancing. all my friends are going to soma now, but I'm really a Mike n' Molly's, Blind Pig and Esquire guy, sometimes the brass rail too, we should go out sometime and do a "bar tour" what do you say? get a taste of a bunch of them?
icy:
Really? You think? Ace! Complements are always welcome, especially if the words 'hotter' are included anywhere in them tongue
Heh.
Glad you like the suit, it's my one and only all purpose suit. Be amazed as it turns from a graduation suit...into a funeral suit with only the change of a tie! wink

Have just been taking a look through some of your pictures, I hope you don't mind. Those one's that were rejected are really hot! The person who turned them down must have been blind or jealous. Possibly both!