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i seem to draw alot of attention wherever I go...it's quite interesting.
I saw one of my favoritest people ever out tomight, not even planned, my best friend Ana. I haven't seen her since May, so there was much catching up to do. fun times as always. and lots of dancing. she is preparing for visiting me on saturday!
I have class early tomorrow. blech....
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wickedmonkey68:
HOLY CRAP!!!!

I mean KISS KISS!!!

i really gotta take that typing course at the community college!

foz:
I'm sure you could have someone touching it, you are just very discriminating

jiss on your forehead tongue (classic)
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just your standard typical day @ school.
work, starbucks, goin' out.
this weekend is going to be really fucking depressing.
all my roomies have their bfs here, so i am the only one without a shacking partner. this saddens me so.
in better news, i start my new job saturday. i am really nervous, though cause i had this nightmare about it, where i was...
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wickedmonkey68:
yay new jobs!

boo roommates with boyfriends!

If I were closer I would take you for an ice cream to keep your mind off it all!

ooo aaa
poser:
So you wanna go on a date then?

Thanks for the comment regarding architecture some of us are evil I tell you (we are still far from nobililty). I think as any artist as long as your passionate and really believe in your work in anyway that is breath-taking. I really enjoy someone with stong beliefs and will; even if it is different from my values. I am very far from the things I want to accomplish and far from comprehending the outcome of such life. As of all things, I am on a path such as time can only tell.

Reality takes many forms, the feeling of fear is static as it can only thrive in doubt. I think you really care about your future greatly but don't let that get in the way because there is someone with a title.
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my first day of work went really well.
my boss adores me so i can pretty much get away with anything. i've been there for 2 years now, and this will be my third. i will be excited to get a real design job, but this one actually pays really well for being on campus. and it's so laid back..started on a little postcard/bookmark thingy...
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phaedrus33:
good job, 'Dora! Look forward to seeing what you and your team come up with . . . kiss
suicidesic:
good stuff on the Illnois front...good to hear

I'm going to devour a planet tonight!!!! Too bad you will miss it robot

PS I cut my hair...sexy boy blush
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it's so obvious...
the only things that we ever want.
are the things that we can't have.

we are never happy where we are.
or who we are with.
or who we are.

constant craving...
aficionado:
Is it just me, or did you accumulate many friends in the last few months??

but you pretty much hit it. yes. grass is always greener and whatnot. would it be a good thing to be content with where we are, though? should there not always be a strive for something better? isn't that what motivates us to be something better? and whatnot?

plus, we lose interest in what we have because it can no longer be pursued. the motivation lies in the pursuit. once our pursuit is caught, then what's the point. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand so forth...
suicidesic:
I think this cycle is a reflection of the greed we are nurtured to develop....of course we want the other thing, it is new and shiny and don't forget the more we have than the more we are worth to someone.....or at least to make us feel we are worth anything. Something different we want this need is a struggle to not go unnoticed among the masses...a missing piece of identity, out of the fear we will be left behind if we stay where we are and don't move ahead... kiss I love these little discussions we have. bye bye
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it's dreary today.
i want to move back to tucson.

i need to get my ass into work sometime. i'm sure that my boss is wondering what my deal is. i can pretty much make my own schedule there. it would be nice to get some paychecks...i just can't wake up before 10AM these days.
i'll stop whining.
i have it pretty easy.
i'm really...
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foz:
we need some drear once in a while, it's been too dry all summer. I'm looking forward to some seasonal change. this way you can sit in your apartment and not die of heat exhaustion, wrap up in a nice sweater and work on some design...have a good'n
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let me tell you about my first design project for the semester. pretty exciting stuff. my entire class was paired up with an industrial design student, who is in the process of creating a set of grilling tools (just in time for Labor Day BBQ...yumm) so, as the graphic designer, i get to brainstorm and create a name, logo identity, and packaging for them.
pretty...
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foz:
you've got to get that parking push key thing, that's a life saver down there. I know I racked up over a hundred bucks one year, then I started riding my bike...


here, here for proper after hours gear.

although I think she has picked out some fabulous stuff on her own

good luck at HighDive, when's your first night?
suicidesic:
a ticket already!!! I just walk like 15 blocks...man I'm stupid, wish I knew how to ride a bike you already have all kinds of shit going on, look at you busy girl. shocked speaking of which I have to make advertisements for my none existent item....I think it should be a fun set of photos...

wtf is after hours gear?! surreal

Does my hair make me look like Mary Tyler Moore? looked in the mirror this morning and thought it did...the chops throw it all off though. ARRR!!!
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ok,
so i finished alot of important shit today.
including working on my lingerie wish list..
i'm obsessed, in case you didn't know.

check out these hot little numbers.
i'm a size small. wink kiss love

lace up teddy
sheer teddy
lacey flowers

and this dress....
drool
i'm so getting this one:
vinyl dress

oh, and this site...
this is my dream job
to model for this site...
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deadmallworship:
I missed last year's submission deadline. But, I think the next round of submissions is coming up. So, I will!

And the Ninth Letter website is also really great.
deadmallworship:
Double post. Ack.

[Edited on Aug 29, 2005 5:46PM]
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i have a shit ton of stuff to do today since it is sunday...

hw (one-page paper)
scrubbing the kitchen floor
cleaning
finish stuff in my room...one more curtain to hang
(i am quite handy, you know. apparently, i am the only one around here that can wield power tools...)
uhm..
i'm sure i'll find other stuff, too.

Oh, getting the hell away from here....
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suicidesic:
Oh ok, I thought I had done something to make you upset.... whatever umm...yeah I also hate seeing all of the happy couples, it makes me sad as well, thanks for all of the nice things you said to me yesterday, I really am moved that you truly believe all of it. smile

I'm going to hit a movie with Gene and Chris, I'll catch you around later I hope. *muah xoxo kiss
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maybe it's all just fun & games.

but this is my heart.


tonight sucks.
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suicidesic:
Ummm....what's wrong hun....I hope you are ok..you seemed ok when we talked earlier...give me a call tomorrow if you want to ok frown take it easy ok.

I miss you, xoxox kiss
phaedrus33:
Alidora, you wrote:

kisses...oh i wish that i were kissing someone right now...

[likewise, I'm sure . . . ]
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when it all comes down to it...
when all is said and done...
guys really don't care about girls.

this is what i know, what i have experienced and known.
and until some guy comes along and makes me feel like the single most important woman in the world, i will continue to feel this way...

damn it all.
cheers.
jasondelane:
You are the single most important woman in the world, because when it comes down to it, you make people feel happy and you care. If you would have never made all those people care, one of them might have gone crazy and blown up the world. So now you've saved the world singlehandedly. So that makes you the single most important woman in the woman...

Cheers