Didn't last long.
Turns out the girl needed a lot to work on for herself like her anxiety issues in relationships and how overly jealous she got when it came to my friends and people close in my life who happen to mainly be ex's of mine or people I've had dates with. Her and I are still friends and are working on things but I highly doubt it will go any farther which really sucks- but this is how it is.
My birthday is in 8 days and I will be 19.
Not much to really update- lots of family stuff happening and pretty much just trying to relax and not over worry myself. Everything will look up soon I hope.
Cover your tracks...
to keep others pain at bay.
You have your freedom,
but even though they allow it
it still bruises them,
leaving holes in their smiles,
sadness in their eyes.
A need. They have a need for me.
This shall be my demise.
For I cannot fulfill every heart thrown my way,
I cannot return every lost soul to it's path,
I cannot reignite every dulled mind.
It is too much. There is not enough time,
and I grow drained, irritable,
fearful at my tendency to run
when everything is most crucial.
Won't you forgive me?
Turns out the girl needed a lot to work on for herself like her anxiety issues in relationships and how overly jealous she got when it came to my friends and people close in my life who happen to mainly be ex's of mine or people I've had dates with. Her and I are still friends and are working on things but I highly doubt it will go any farther which really sucks- but this is how it is.
My birthday is in 8 days and I will be 19.
Not much to really update- lots of family stuff happening and pretty much just trying to relax and not over worry myself. Everything will look up soon I hope.
Cover your tracks...
to keep others pain at bay.
You have your freedom,
but even though they allow it
it still bruises them,
leaving holes in their smiles,
sadness in their eyes.
A need. They have a need for me.
This shall be my demise.
For I cannot fulfill every heart thrown my way,
I cannot return every lost soul to it's path,
I cannot reignite every dulled mind.
It is too much. There is not enough time,
and I grow drained, irritable,
fearful at my tendency to run
when everything is most crucial.
Won't you forgive me?
sureality:
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