I...Love...Dan...Savage.......yes.
I dunno if i really suffer from apnea or am just too stupid to breath. This is something i wrestle with a couple times a week. I wake up coughing, not breathing, but at the same time i'll just be sitting there, watching TV or listening to music, and i'll just... stop breathing.
Not for a long time, just long enough for me to notice. Long enough for me to think, Dont forget to breath.
i could have sworn i was dead when i woke up today. I was freezing cos i'd left the fan going and the ac kicked on.
The first thing i did when i woke up was vomit. That's how my day's going. I have no appetite anymore. I'm not hungry for anything, and when i think about eating i feel sick.
Then i get high. Then i eat a plumb, a handful of Baked Cool Ranch Doritos, half of a PeanutButterCup, and a bowl of ramen.
Four hours later i'm still sucking on the same Twizzler.
I dont care who you are, which way you lean politically, what your views on the war areCindy Sheehan is fucking irritating. I saw an interview she gave and... that bitch was just repeating everything that's already been said. Her answers turned into these overwrought political speeches about greed and oil and lies and all the other stuff the left applauds at.
Now, i'm pretty far left. I dont support the death penalty, i'm pro-choice, pro-assisted suicide, pro-peace, anti-war, anti-greed, anti-consumerismwhateverand this chick was getting on my nerves.
I hate it when either side speaks solely in faux-intellectual euphemistic language.
She was hitting all the buzzwords, playing the crowdand i fucking hate that.
Strange facti can rip and burn cds. I didnt know that. Up until this point i thought i had an old-school cd drive.
I dont want a cell phone, but it appears i need one. So i guess i'm getting one.
Fuckers.
***UPDaTE***
so the cell hpone's gonna be here by friday. because when i was reading reviews at Roger Ebert's website, there was a banner. and i clicked it.
and i've got 7 days of real freedom left.
Time to watch 25th Hour.
I dunno if i really suffer from apnea or am just too stupid to breath. This is something i wrestle with a couple times a week. I wake up coughing, not breathing, but at the same time i'll just be sitting there, watching TV or listening to music, and i'll just... stop breathing.
Not for a long time, just long enough for me to notice. Long enough for me to think, Dont forget to breath.
i could have sworn i was dead when i woke up today. I was freezing cos i'd left the fan going and the ac kicked on.
The first thing i did when i woke up was vomit. That's how my day's going. I have no appetite anymore. I'm not hungry for anything, and when i think about eating i feel sick.
Then i get high. Then i eat a plumb, a handful of Baked Cool Ranch Doritos, half of a PeanutButterCup, and a bowl of ramen.
Four hours later i'm still sucking on the same Twizzler.
I dont care who you are, which way you lean politically, what your views on the war areCindy Sheehan is fucking irritating. I saw an interview she gave and... that bitch was just repeating everything that's already been said. Her answers turned into these overwrought political speeches about greed and oil and lies and all the other stuff the left applauds at.
Now, i'm pretty far left. I dont support the death penalty, i'm pro-choice, pro-assisted suicide, pro-peace, anti-war, anti-greed, anti-consumerismwhateverand this chick was getting on my nerves.
I hate it when either side speaks solely in faux-intellectual euphemistic language.
She was hitting all the buzzwords, playing the crowdand i fucking hate that.
Strange facti can rip and burn cds. I didnt know that. Up until this point i thought i had an old-school cd drive.
I dont want a cell phone, but it appears i need one. So i guess i'm getting one.
Fuckers.
***UPDaTE***
so the cell hpone's gonna be here by friday. because when i was reading reviews at Roger Ebert's website, there was a banner. and i clicked it.
and i've got 7 days of real freedom left.
Time to watch 25th Hour.
is he in that band savage garden, is he related to fred savage???
your so lucky, i have ot take drugs to develop an eating disorder.
and apnea sucks, but this is where the whole smoking thing plays a role, i'm not sayin quit, but start somking so much that you get an iron lung to breath for you, then you wouldn't have to worry about it.
see you tomarrow