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Eric Cheon. Eric is a med student that i had conversed with a number of times a bit agoi just saw him again tonight. He's from Chicago, used to DJ, grew up with the bassist from Spitalfield and has a friend in LA whose trying to get his film career up and going...whilst working at Blockbuster.
Things with JW dont seem to be working out the way i wanted, maybe EC can help me out.
It's all about who you know.

So i havent had sex in over a year. I didnt realize this until last night. I dunno why i was even thinking about it, but there it is.
There's a story there, but i dont feel like telling it.

My hands smell like dog.

I'm afraid of the future. Do you think that twenty years ago people grasped the fact that they were on the cusp of a huge change?
J says that he didnt think things would get so high tech so fast. He didnt think that we would be so dependent on technology.
I dont think peoplethe majority of peoplesaw the internet coming. The fact that 80% of American households would have computers.
Cable TV.
The rise of video games as the dominate form of entertainment.
This is the digital age, and i dont think they saw it coming. I was just blessed to be at the genesis of things. But where are we gonna be in 20 years?
Movies are cheaper to makeunder 10k. As time goes by they'll get cheaperno longer controlled by the studios, i hope film will break new ground. Cinema is still in it's infancy compared to the other artsvideo games even youngerstill alotta time to grow.
Now we just have to get cameras into the right hands.
Even so, i'm still afraid of what's next.
I remember when the PS2 first launched, one of the first commercials depicted the PS9 as a totally neurological unitcan you imagine that? I know it was only an advertisement, but it seems we're moving faster to that end.
So, if a console cycle is approximately 5 years, we're at the PS3 now, 6 more unitsin 30 years.
I'm afraid of where we're going.

Ok, so i like porn. I like porn a lot. I'm talking ALOT. Not just sexually, but entertainment wise as well. Sometimes i like nothing better than popping in an 8 hour compilation porn of the most twisted scenes ever filmed, put it on fast-forward and just watch.
While listening to music.
You'd be surprised how the sickest shit ever can look so cool just by fast-forwarding and adding a soundtrack.
And since most everything, from the action to the editing, is done to a rhythm, there's an odd synchronization going, making everything that much cooler.
At a certain speed it stops being sexual and becomes something much more...something.
The more twisted, the better. You see, some people collect sports memorabilia, i collect sexual oddities. Fetishes.
I've seen everything. Somethings are more fascinating than arousing, some are more traumatizing than fascinating.
Sheisse Scenestraumatizing.
Golden Showersfascinating.
See how this works? Dats how i be rollin' g.

I've seen a dude with a vagina. Is that a mangina? I dont think he was post-op or pre-op anythinghe just had a vagina where his junk should have been. And it wasnt a tuck-job. It's weirdi can watch two hermaphrodites going at it all day and not feel violated, but this was creepy and one of the few things that i've seen that made me physically ill.
I once saw a dude fuck a pig. The guy tugging on the tail, the pig trying to run away. Ick. The look on the hillbilly's face is stuck in my mindto this day i think twice of eating swine for that simple reason.

I've seen two scenes of guys blowing themselves. The first guy looked kinda bummy. The film was from back in the 70s or something, and contained alotta religious undertonesi think it was foreign. The guy sat down, put his legs behind his head, then went to town. I think my exact thought at the time was, Ok, what's this guy dooh...it is possible.
The second fella i saw do it was some Asian dude. To tell the truth, the entire time i watched i had my hands clasped over my mouth, fearing for his life. He was upside down, on his shoulders, laying on his neckhis head jacked against his chest. His back was resting against a couch, his toes touching the floor 6inches away from his head.
And he let gravity do it's thing.
The thing is, once he was in position, once his dick was in his mouth, his ass in the air, his feet on the flooronce he was in position, he couldnt move. He couldnt thrust or anything. He was just squirming around on his neck with a penis in his mouth.
And i'm almost positive that the naked lady touching herself whilst sitting on the couch was there simply for moral support.
Or for help, you know, case something bad happened. But if something bad did happen, how would she know? I'd assume talking whilst sucking yr own is hard, if not nearly impossible.
But i'd also have to assume that if a man sucking his own dick is trying to say something it's probably important.

You remember that episode of Friends where Joey gets his head stuck inside of a turkey? I saw a porn that was kinda like that. Only instead of Joey it was some chiseled, bald, white fella, and in lieu of a turkey, it was some spring break slut.
She was, for all intensive purposes, a hat.
If only the guy had stronger neck muscles.

I have a porn where a girl not only has both sets of equipment, but more. One vagina and two penisesan extra for emergencies, i guess. When i saw her my mind actually stopped. I couldnt move, i couldnt blinkall i wanted was to see where it was going to lead.
It's the same sick fascination you feel when you see a weak person picking a fight with the school bully, you know?
A girl with a penis the length of my femur. That's righta girl with a penis that went down to her knees. Can you imagine that? I mean, really. A girlbreasts, vagina, hipsvery feminine, but with a penis that reaches down to her knees.
I used to have a nightmare like thathaving a winkie too long to do anything with.
Insecurities? Yeah, I got a few.
I think after a certain length a penis stops being a penis and becomes a crutch... metaphorically speaking.

Boop.