i'm halfway thru my lil journal/notebook thingie. Best 77cents i've spent in a while. Actually, i believe s copped it for me. Either way.
I cut my hair last night. I had it in a ponytail and couldnt stop myself. Before i knew it, the scissors were in my hand and all i could really hear was the shirk, shirk, shirk of scissors thru hair. I left an inch of the tail so i could tie it back after washing it, but... seven inches gone.
I bobbed seven inches off my head. I have pics, i'll post later in the week, maybe.
The hair was midway down my shoulder blades, now it drops onto my shoulders. It's uneven and looks kinda like a reverse mullet. It's also very jagged back there. So i like it.
I often get a hair up my ass (pun-punpun-pun) about change, and a good, drastic hair change is the easiest, quickest, and most dramatic thing i can come up with.
i've often shaved my head on a whim. And nearly did that...but it would give my boss a sick kind of satisfaction that he doesnt deserve. It's also a bitch to grow hair back.
It was weird, i couldnt even remember why i wanted long hair in the first place, but now i'm just keeping it to piss my boss off. Heh.
This, essentially, is a gesture. It's time to change, i've grown too comfortable. Where can i go from here?
Make a note of being more sociable.
Create something new everydayjournal entries, no matter how elaborate, dont count.
Read more.
Exercise more; this sporadic thing to burn off excess energy isnt cutting it.
Drink more water, maybe invest in teas.
Get up earlier, mid afternoon'll do.
Smoke more to balance out all that healthy shit. To save money, buy ciggies off the net.
A bit idealistic, yeah?
I didnt know what G saw in Morgan Webb when he first made me watch X-Play, but...damnit, i've become completely enthralled by her.
**UPDATE (kinda...)**
holy crap. i googled Ms. Webb and found this...
whoops.
Boop.
I cut my hair last night. I had it in a ponytail and couldnt stop myself. Before i knew it, the scissors were in my hand and all i could really hear was the shirk, shirk, shirk of scissors thru hair. I left an inch of the tail so i could tie it back after washing it, but... seven inches gone.
I bobbed seven inches off my head. I have pics, i'll post later in the week, maybe.
The hair was midway down my shoulder blades, now it drops onto my shoulders. It's uneven and looks kinda like a reverse mullet. It's also very jagged back there. So i like it.
I often get a hair up my ass (pun-punpun-pun) about change, and a good, drastic hair change is the easiest, quickest, and most dramatic thing i can come up with.
i've often shaved my head on a whim. And nearly did that...but it would give my boss a sick kind of satisfaction that he doesnt deserve. It's also a bitch to grow hair back.
It was weird, i couldnt even remember why i wanted long hair in the first place, but now i'm just keeping it to piss my boss off. Heh.
This, essentially, is a gesture. It's time to change, i've grown too comfortable. Where can i go from here?
Make a note of being more sociable.
Create something new everydayjournal entries, no matter how elaborate, dont count.
Read more.
Exercise more; this sporadic thing to burn off excess energy isnt cutting it.
Drink more water, maybe invest in teas.
Get up earlier, mid afternoon'll do.
Smoke more to balance out all that healthy shit. To save money, buy ciggies off the net.
A bit idealistic, yeah?
I didnt know what G saw in Morgan Webb when he first made me watch X-Play, but...damnit, i've become completely enthralled by her.
**UPDATE (kinda...)**
holy crap. i googled Ms. Webb and found this...
whoops.
Boop.
i've spent hundreds of dollars on teas.. smoke pot and cut your hair, oddly enough, thats exactly what i want.
have you noticed my penchant for being highly impressionable?