Tuesday Mar 29, 2005

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i sit down at the computer and immediately to cat hops up into my lap. she's hardly an affectionate cat, but every once in a while, she seems up for a pit o' petting.
but...once she pops into my lap, i immediately have to pee.
this also happens when i put on a dvd or start a new video game.
also, i'm wearing a black shirt and the damned cat sheds. i'm supposed to meet G at midnite and am too lazy to change shirts.

god...i'm so fucking tired. i didnt sleep well last nite. i didnt sleep right either. my shoulders and neck hurts. one of my ankles. i've got a headache.

i've got ten dollars. i get paid friday. i have one and a half packs of smokes. i'm gonna need gas.
and coffee.
this is another thing, i think the joker who last refilled the coffee machine at work switched the caf and decaf. either that or i'm building a fucking tolerance to it....

i'm too tired.

L.
judas:
i want a kid because i want to see my genetics in action. this is at least in part due to the fact that i am adopted and have no fucking clue what my family looks like. i want to see my features on another being. and i simply want the challenge of raising an intelligent, thoughtful creature and unleashing him on the world. i have designs on raising an art fag, through and through. the kind of boy that makes everyone swoon for a multitude of reasons.

and no, i wasn't being sarcastic about j.lo. even if her movies are crap, she's always good in them, and it's worth it just to see her move and smile. as one friend put it long ago as we watched 'uturn', "it's like her face is carved out of sandstone." her body? flawless, and my god, those breasts! everyone talks about her ass (which is lovely) but good christ, her breasts make me salivate. i have never seen a set more perfect.

and, a buffer between you and your dad just prevents you from getting close to your dad. you should try it a few more times and let the uneasiness wear off...

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