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Saturday Mar 19, 2005

Mar 19, 2005
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I cant sleep.
If i'd stop thinking of it, i'd be able to sleep.But i cant stop thinking about it.
i'm never gonna be able to fall asleep. My body is so tense, it's dead.
I feel dead, but my mind is going a mile a minute. Thinking and analyzing whatever happened.
KT, i should listen to KT.
KidneyTheives always puts me to sleep.
If i stopped thinking about sleep, i'b be able to sleep.
But that's another thing, i can stop thinking about sleep.
I need to think of something else.
I wonder if she's awake?
I dont need a cell phone. I dont like phones, why would i want a cell phone? Phones are a hassle, imagine having to walk around, carrying one all the time.
Fuck that, i dont need a cell phone.
I've only smoked 18 cigarettes today. That's good.
19. 19 cigarettes, i'm about to smoke another.
I smoked too many sitting at the diner. But i was a little nervous, cant be faulted for that.
Maybe if i jerk-off i'll be able to sleep?
I should shave, maybe. I feel like a shave.
I need new glasses.
2 pair.
I dont think i'm gonna jerk-off, i cant think of anything erotic.
I need to lay off the porn, that's what it is. That's the problem. i need to rely more on my imagination.
I dont need a cell phone.
I should get a tattoo.
I should get the lil Z? (Question Sleep) thing tattooed on the top of my hand, below my thumb.
Tattoos are too mainstream, though.
Too accepted.
Too many people have em.
I need to be more originali should get branded. I could prolly do that myself.
Some paper clips and a lighter'll do it, fuck.
How hard can it be?
But the Z? thing isnt original either.
I need to be branded with something original.
I need to think about that more.
Stop thinking about her.
It's six am and i have to be up in six hours.
I dont need a cell phone, cell phones are retarded.
Drink water.
Drink more water. You rely too muck on soda, coffee, and tea.
Maybe if i read something i'd be able to get to sleep.
Someone suggested that...
Goddamnit, i'm never gonna beable to get to sleep...
And i wake up this morning (afternoon) with my shorts unbuttoned, holding a pillow that had gotten tangled in my duvet.

You have no idea how hard it is to type with a cat laying in yr lap...

NOTE TO SELF:
Gankto steal.
Shankto stab.
Skank(1)to be a slut.
Skank(2)to fuck something up.
Ginka worm (?)
Geckoa lizard
Geicoinsurance company.

And that douche-bag just tossed his tip down, dropped the two bucks on the table like he was really doing something.
Fuckhead.

I havent laughed that hard since i was a child.
It was the type of giggle that would make a young mother smile.


More people write poetry than read it.
propaganda4u:
Because of this entry, I too will have sleep problems. All it takes for me is the suggestion that I will not be able to sleep.

You're correct about the poetry... more people write it than read it. What bothers me is people that think they have kick-ass poetry (these are the people that think they know what good poetry is) and decide to read it. And when they do present it, at some random coffee shop, no one understands or gives a shit. But, they think they're cool... more power to them I suppose.

Many people are soothed by the sound of their own voice. Perhaps the expression of raw primal feelings or experiences in the form of poetry is therapeutic... it doesn't matter if people don't understand, they do.
Mar 19, 2005
phoolsfire:
* see all taylor mali entries

i too am in love with the sound of my own voice. i like to write bad poetry, i even have a book on it....its not any good biggrin
i hated cell phone, i am convinced that they cause cancer. however, i move too much and am never in one spot. my only other option would to be to have no phone and i'm just not that beat.
Mar 20, 2005

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