Bah. I've got a migraine. A bad migraine. A horrible one. And i had to drive home from Pekin with it. At night. With a migraine.
This is harder than you might think. Because headlights...well...they're bright. And i've got a migraine.
And i feel nauseous.
Could be because i havent eaten in 24 hours.
I need pasta.
Soon.
Or i'm gonna die.
Maybe if i eat something i'll feel better...?
But whatever.
I've also started myself on a regimen of hydrotryptophan. Tryptophan, the sleeping agent in turkey, is also the chemical the brain releases after an orgasm.
Atleast in men.
It's the immediate precursor to serotonin.
And it might be the reason i have a headachesorrya migraine.
I started taking them yesterday, because...well..........if it weren't for self medication i would have no medication at all.
90mil tabs.
Mmm. Tasty.
All day yesterday i felt so numb. Thinking this was what they do, i decided to stop taking them. And today i woke up smiling.
I woke up smiling.
I've woken up growling and laughing before. Gasping, jumping, snoring, drooling, and gnawingive done all that. But never smiling.
So i took another today.
Because as any addict knows, you can never tell from the first time.
Atleast i think that's the addict slogan.......
But whatever.
I was doing fine all day. Around 1am, my head felt like it was caving in.
And that's where i am now.
Sitting in a dark room, looking at a bright screen, listening to music ever so softly, wearing a knit cap.
Because my hair's wet...
Because i just took a shower in the dark....
Because i have a headachesorrymigraine.
I need to re-dye my hair. My roots are showing. Has it been three months already?
I think i might go red this time. Nothing outrageous, simple redauburn or something.
If i had any balls at all i'd dye it magenta.
Just the roots, you know, because that would look fucking killer.
And speaking of Fucking Killer, the dude that was offing the whores around here, they caught him...a few blocks from where i live.
I walk my dog by his house almost every day.
I heard they found body parts or something there. Charred remains et al.
And some kid went into Woodruff HS and fired some shots.
He didnt hit anyone.
Goddamn, my head hurts.
This is harder than you might think. Because headlights...well...they're bright. And i've got a migraine.
And i feel nauseous.
Could be because i havent eaten in 24 hours.
I need pasta.
Soon.
Or i'm gonna die.
Maybe if i eat something i'll feel better...?
But whatever.
I've also started myself on a regimen of hydrotryptophan. Tryptophan, the sleeping agent in turkey, is also the chemical the brain releases after an orgasm.
Atleast in men.
It's the immediate precursor to serotonin.
And it might be the reason i have a headachesorrya migraine.
I started taking them yesterday, because...well..........if it weren't for self medication i would have no medication at all.
90mil tabs.
Mmm. Tasty.
All day yesterday i felt so numb. Thinking this was what they do, i decided to stop taking them. And today i woke up smiling.
I woke up smiling.
I've woken up growling and laughing before. Gasping, jumping, snoring, drooling, and gnawingive done all that. But never smiling.
So i took another today.
Because as any addict knows, you can never tell from the first time.
Atleast i think that's the addict slogan.......
But whatever.
I was doing fine all day. Around 1am, my head felt like it was caving in.
And that's where i am now.
Sitting in a dark room, looking at a bright screen, listening to music ever so softly, wearing a knit cap.
Because my hair's wet...
Because i just took a shower in the dark....
Because i have a headachesorrymigraine.
I need to re-dye my hair. My roots are showing. Has it been three months already?
I think i might go red this time. Nothing outrageous, simple redauburn or something.
If i had any balls at all i'd dye it magenta.
Just the roots, you know, because that would look fucking killer.
And speaking of Fucking Killer, the dude that was offing the whores around here, they caught him...a few blocks from where i live.
I walk my dog by his house almost every day.
I heard they found body parts or something there. Charred remains et al.
And some kid went into Woodruff HS and fired some shots.
He didnt hit anyone.
Goddamn, my head hurts.
ahhh, good ol woody high, i remember when a drive by was "schedueled" and they let kids go home early. then all the fuckin cops raided the park and caught all the kids smokin out. good ol days