akasnuggles

This is how my life goes:
Shit's good, then it's bad, then it's good again. Then it gets bad, then really bad, then worse, then super-worse, then i stop caring.
And shit gets good again.
My life is all about happiness. I honestly believe it's the meaning of life. Happiness. The general response i get when i tell people this is ...That's stupid.
And it's not. It might be a little simplistic, damnit, but it's not stupid. Let me break this down: My goal in life is to be as happy as possible whilst also insuring the happiness of the people around me. Which is weird, because i hateHATEpeople. But that's not the point. The point is, people hear happy and think rainbows and such, when what i'm talking about is individual happiness.
Making films makes me happy, so i wanna be a filmmaker. There are certain things that i have to do to become a filmmaker, some of which i dont wanna do, some of which i dont like to do. But i have to do it. I might not always be happy with what's going on, but that is a part of life.
Deal with it. It'll be worth it in the end when i'm doing what i love.
And that keeps me going.
I'm a fuckin libertine at heart. I wanna feel happy about what i'm doing with my life, with what i'm putting out there. I just wanna feel complete, so maybe Happiness is the wrong word and Fulfillment right word. Either way. Sacrifices have been made, a balance has been struck, it's too late to turn back.

I'm a cross between John Gotti and Mahatma Ghandi
Look between pimp and square, you probably find me