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Med Student Raj hipped me to the medical adage: If you havent killed anyone, you're not a doctor.
That's reassuring.
Even so, i still wanna slit my throat.

I had a strange encounter with Dr. Webber today. Rick Webber is the type of guy that he once asked that we clean off his books.
He's also a big lush.
And a pilot.
Who wanted to be an astronaut.
Your mother's an astronaut.
My mother's too dumb to be an astronaut.
Because when i hear astronaut i think of White Men Can't Jump.
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i've been blocked for the last few weeks. every time i went to write my mind would just shut down.
or go on to think of a bunch of other shit that had to relation with whatever i was trying to put across.
i couldnt get to sleep this morning, i couldnt stop writing.
the dry spell is over.
bitches.

i'm 24 and i still love the smell of play-doh.
jerry's fired.
i've overdrafted over 120$ this week.
10k for licensing.
10k for equipment.
5k for locations.
5k for the crew.
i can get 10k~ from my credit cards.
i can get 10k~ from J (maybe).
i think i can get my parents to cosign for a 10k loan.
if this doesnt work, i will...
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i'm 24 and i still love the smell of play-doh.
jerry's fired.
i've overdrafted over 120$ this week.
10k for lisensing.
10k for equipment.
5k for locations.
5k for the crew.
i can get 10k~ from my credit cards.
i can get 10k~ from J (maybe).
i think i can get my parents to cosign for a 10k loan.
if this doesnt work, i will...
Read More

i'm 24 and i still love the smell of play-doh.
jerry's fired.
i've overdrafted over 120$ this week.
10k for lisensing.
10k for equipment.
5k for locations.
5k for the crew.
i can get 10k~ from my credit cards.
i can get 10k~ from J (maybe).
i think i can get my parents to cosign for a 10k loan.
if this doesnt work, i will...
Read More

i'm 24 and i still love the smell of play-doh.
jerry's fired.
i've overdrafted over 120$ this week.
10k for lisensing.
10k for equipment.
5k for locations.
5k for the crew.
i can get 10k~ from my credit cards.
i can get 10k~ from J (maybe).
i think i can get my parents to cosign for a 10k loan.
if this doesnt work, i will...
Read More

My last post mentioned something me not liking the feeling that i have to impress--i think that reads wrong. i meant i dont like selling myself, or building myself up.
Just a small difference.

I have an obsession with being real. I dont like sounding or acting fakeunless i'm making a point about being fake.
I also have a bad habit of over-clarification when, really, i should just let things drop.
But, more so, i dont like seeming fake. I dont like feeling as though i should impress anyone. I feel this way so much that after a shower,...
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