agent_z

Hey you, don't tell me there's no hope at all
Together we stand, divided we fall

Drunk, just kinda contemplating my life in general, and it seems I'm kinda fucked as far as everything substantial goes, I've just let my life be run by others so far, and I'm determined to put a stop to that. kthxbai.
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*GAWD* its raining. hard. the thunder is incredible... wish I had someone to share this with..

I cried in my bed today for the first time in a long time... this weekend has just been so i n t e n s e. so much crazy shit happening with friends and love and god its just too much.. i'm in this weird psycho happy//depressed...
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HOLY SHIT I need a cigarette. I will whore myself to the first person who offers anything, I suck extra cock if they're Lucky Strikes, Kamel Reds, Izmir Stingers, or Djarum Blacks.

:dies:

Just got Photoshop CS2 installed with a few 3rd party extensions and plugins coming with the download, and I got 600 brushes as well from somewhere else. I only gave the interface a cursory glance before I had to sleep last night, but it looks... *shiver* SO much fun. ^_^ Gotta <3 filesharing. Everything I downloaded for free last night would run around $500-600 in...
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So yeah.. Just got off the phone with the ex, and she's willing to give things another shot. As am I. As I've always been, but some things are gonna have to change, and hopefully for the better. :-/ Whoever reads this, wish me fucking luck. Nervous. Excited. Everything's just... crazy and good right now, lets hope it stays this way for a bit.

Fuck You.

Had a rather interesting night last night with Drunken Dan & Dez behaving like animals ( ) , me taking care of them, driving them home, being Sober Dad for the night, and crashing out on Dez's couch with a rather smelly blanket cuz I was fucking exhausted. Then they decided to watch Dez's fashion show DVD and then Moulin Rouge, so that...
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Haven't updated in awhile, in a writing mood, so I guess I'll fill my time with this. Added the beautiful Reagan to my favorites, mostly because I saw a set of hers where she had red laced Docs on, and that just made me like So I had to have her in my little collection. Plus she smokes my kine, so its just a perfect...
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Complete and Utter Boredom:

Ever...

1.smoked a cigarette - I smoke like a chimney.

2.smoked a cigar - A few, though I must say I prefer cigarettes.

3.made out with a member of the same sex - Yes. Nothing further than that though. O_O

4.crashed a friend's car - Nope.

5.stolen a car - I've helped.

6.been in love - True, mature, lasting love? No....
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Waiting. Sitting, sleepy eyed, cold floor. In the DMV waiting for my number, G055, to register on the display so I can go receive my paperwork or whatever for my license.. I've grown to hate public places like this. "Can't take any guff from these swine." I was reading the book I brought, _Dance, Recover, Repeat_ earlier, and I wonder if I'm hot like all...
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I just made a noize like a strangled cat when I was trying to breathe in. Just thought everyone should know. o.-

So tired... derangement setting in.