What's so goddamn strong about being alive? The whole world is falling to pieces. We've let everyone down - I've let everyone down.
I love Pawel more than anyone or anything and he's gone, fucking idiot. I can't believe it.
'Caw! Caw! Bang! Fuck! I'm dead!'
If only he weren't alone, if only I could've been there, I could have done something. I have the means to save him, but I'm 1200 miles away. Why the fuck was I so far away? We meant everything to each other.
I know it'd hurt my friends and family to disappear, but - God - do I want to. Disappear.
Ha ha. Ironic. I'm talking about suicide on SG. I hate this fucking website.
*sigh* Oh Pawel, you are so gauche.
I love Pawel more than anyone or anything and he's gone, fucking idiot. I can't believe it.
'Caw! Caw! Bang! Fuck! I'm dead!'
If only he weren't alone, if only I could've been there, I could have done something. I have the means to save him, but I'm 1200 miles away. Why the fuck was I so far away? We meant everything to each other.
I know it'd hurt my friends and family to disappear, but - God - do I want to. Disappear.
Ha ha. Ironic. I'm talking about suicide on SG. I hate this fucking website.
*sigh* Oh Pawel, you are so gauche.
anyways ..
to approve your membership to edge crushers, you have to email me your opiate history. thanks .. and agn, Im deeply saddened and sorry for your loss