Thursday Nov 03, 2005

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Six in the third place means:
One is enriched through unfortunate events.
No blame, if you are sincere
And walk in the middle,
And report with a seal to the prince.

A time of blessing and enrichment has such powerful effects that even events ordinarily unfortunate must turn out to the advantage of those affected by them. These persons become free of error, and by...
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Thursday May 12, 2005

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But this shit's got to end. I'll be out of your space, soon, like a thief at a Goodwill.

Thursday May 12, 2005

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SuicideGirls: The Alternaboys' Guilt-Free Cathartic Need for Porn!

Wednesday May 11, 2005

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I wish I had a dad. Someone, plain and simple, who would take care of me, take me to the zoo, enroll me in classes, someone who would watch over me and be supportive without expecting anything in return. Someone who could just take care of me right now and help me get my life together. No emotional blackmail, no bullshit. Just straight-up, hands-on kindness...
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irina:

If that's what a father is supposed to do, than I wish I had one too.

Moreso though, I just wish I could give you a hug. I think about you often. I wish I had faith in something, because then I could say "you're in my prayers." But my thoughts are all I can offer. They're yours though.

lilbrokendolly:

Heya grrl,

What a beautiful post. I have just read your entire journal after finding you in the Crushers group.

You can borrow my dad...he doesn't actually *do* anything much other than watch TV, but he means well. surreal

Hope you're OK. Sending you hugs and love and support from Brooklyn.

Tuesday May 10, 2005

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Irony. Now there's a concept for you. I'll try and not mention certain departed parties; it's almost been a month now and I'm still out of my mind with grief.

But I wonder if aforementioned person were really being sarcastic or ironic in any way. I would always tell him 'irony was so vulgar' and thus the sprial continued (oh, but...
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Thursday Apr 28, 2005

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What's so goddamn strong about being alive? The whole world is falling to pieces. We've let everyone down - I've let everyone down.

I love Pawel more than anyone or anything and he's gone, fucking idiot. I can't believe it.

'Caw! Caw! Bang! Fuck! I'm dead!'

If only he weren't alone, if only I could've been there, I...
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ash:

well Id email you this info .. but it doesnt seem like you're getting your emails. either that or you ignored the one I sent you.
anyways ..

to approve your membership to edge crushers, you have to email me your opiate history. thanks .. and agn, Im deeply saddened and sorry for your loss

Thursday Apr 28, 2005

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Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.

Fuck off.