aenigma

time to update accordingly.first i must clear off the half empy bottles from my desk in order to see the screen..
i had a good weekend. it wasa a very powerful weekend. parties. so this is what your 20's are like. it's nice... i just wonder at what point do i grow up, i know i dont have to, but when do the real decisions come in? i'm having too much pointless and wasteful fun of my life... and i dont remember any of it. i stopped by speedway on the way home and got a small hot chocolate. it's not as good as the last one, but it's ok. i wanna work over at bob's store again. he's fun to work with. so are the other people. it's just alot slower and i'm not familiar with the people. work is fun. hallmark's been fun cuz i've been training some new kids. they're alright. i communicated with the big boss lady about store stuff and it was cool to feel important. if i lit some incense, i would feel more relaxed. but i want a candle. and we have a honeydew melon candle.. look at that. remind me that i need to buy a new candle with my next check, please. thank you. i need to go to sleep because i worik at 6am and i'm waking up early to dress up for halloween. i'm such a.. a... poser-thing? i dont know, i'm going as a cat.. all black, cute ears. i think i look pretty cute, but my god... every slu on the planet is a cat with their tight black pants and tail. i feel kinda gross now. but i'm still gunna be a cat tomorrow. i hope it'll be fun.

thank you relapsedkevin for the amazing bonfire. it was cool. woo more jello shots! and talking to the amazingly well behaved dog. and amy and dave doing jeager shots. you are very brave
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speaking of brave, i would like to say that I am very brave. i dont have to explain my reasons why, but i am. very brave. i'm alive and safe. i'm brravee grrrrrrr.

i think it's time for bed. i will regret this in the morning... i miss sleep.

goodnight
--lola