aenigma

as stupid as friends list are, it hurts when someone very special to you decides to de-friend you.



i still have alot of living to do and i dont want to do it alone

--lola

i watched porn tonight
and i really like porn

i guess i dont have anything to say anymore.
christmas sucked

--lola

name change! watch out

--lola

guns and roses
tom petty
elton john


that one song.... "no you can't hurry love.. no you'll just have to wait.. they say love don't come easayyy.. it's a game of give and take..."

a pleasant background for stonage and meijerage. best part... only spent 16 something... And.. some of it was to eat at amy and dave's

my cat bit the inside of my...
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i want the new killers cd for xmas.

i went to the store tonight and bought an ice cream crunch bar. it was my destiny.

--lola

with all these things that i've done - the killers

When there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
One more son
If you can hold on
If you can hold on, hold on
I wanna stand up, I wanna let go
You know, you know - no you don't, you don't
I wanna shine on in the hearts of men...
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who we talkin about now?

i'm not available. not to you. not right now.

i'm sorry

--lola

time to update accordingly.first i must clear off the half empy bottles from my desk in order to see the screen..
i had a good weekend. it wasa a very powerful weekend. parties. so this is what your 20's are like. it's nice... i just wonder at what point do i grow up, i know i dont have to, but when do the real decisions...
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i went to the.store. tonight and actually kinda started thinking about life. so i made chicken soup and now i'm just thinking about suicide girls...

the soup is very hot.

i'm saving up mpney right now. i dont know for what exactly. i tell peopleit's for school.. massage therapy. butb who knows when that can happen. then i think maybe the money is for a...
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i popped alot of pills today. all given to me by my boss... weird

i wish something fun would happen. like... one of those teeny earthquakes we had a few years ago. or... or.. ANYTHING. i wish ANYTHING would happen in my mundane life.

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