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bleh. not interested in writing today.
belladea:
No big deal. Just letting you know. Girls don't think like guys do. Even girls that think like guys. We're just different animals.
jodi_marie:
Thanks for nod. Hope you have a good weekend
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Its Sunday time to update. woo hooo!

damn just had a mind blank. had a thought then not.
still writine alot here. mean to say posting in journal.

am stoned in the am. just posted a rant about boobies. their so nice. and squishy. and jubbly. how the hell did i get on this rant? you may ask. well i posted that yes i would...
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everafter:
Thats some funny shit. Thanks for the comment wink
belladea:
Well... um... you say you get it but do you not notice that no other men post things like that in my journal? Really... it's a given that you all want to rub your face in big tits. That's why it isn't necessary for you to state it in a girl with big tits' journal. As I said before... that's the kind of thing that makes a girl uncomfortable. What you write in your journal is your business. That is there for you to write whatever the hell you want and I support your right to do that but you need to respect some boundaries when you are talking straight to someone. Women know how you guys feel about T&A. You don't have to tell us directly unless it is directly solicited. Otherwise it seems you are coming on a little strong. Most chicks don't dig that unless they are drunk. And even then it's a gamble. Again, no hard feelings, but you need to cool it down just a bit.
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just got home from dropping a coworker off from work. dudes' got some good shit. heh I've got hands......
anyway ...they are nice hands skilled and all. did i mention i play guitar? yep. did i mention i'm stoned?
well i was stoned. coming out of it now. but feelin' good.
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ji'm actually updateing fairly regularly. what's gotten into me? am i becomeing more talkative?...
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belladea:
You honestly dont understand the difference in you, a man, making comments about a girls privates and a girl making comments about them? Im sorry, but it isnt at all the same thing. There is a reason that men and women have separate bathrooms, dressing rooms and prisons. Men are an entirely different animal than women. Men are scary.

You, having never been a big breasted woman, obviously dont have a clue how weird it is to have a man you dont have a close relationship with tell you what dirty things hed like to do to your ample bosoms. A woman has an entirely different appreciation for another womans body than a man does. And even if your intention is not to make the girl uncomfortable, it probably will.

Usually when a man asks you where you are from hes really saying, I want to stick my dick in you. So when a man actually says, I want to stick my dick in you, theres a pretty good chance hes thinking he can accomplish it. And, hopefully, hes willing to consider your opinion on the matter but you never know.

Being a woman is a lot like being a little guy in the state pen. Especially if youre pretty. It is a very vulnerable position. Women dont take self-defense classes because they want to protect themselves from other women. You may not be a man that we need to protect ourselves from, but unless weve been around you extensively, we dont know that. And, fuck, we dont really know that anyway.

I let my girlfriends and gay boyfriends touch my boobs all the time. Not my hetero male friends. Why? Because when a gay boy touches my boobs hes thinking, Yay! Boobies are pretty! When a hetero guy touches my boobs, hes thinking, What can I get away with touching next? Lets find out. And a chick just has an innate sense of where the line between play and sex is and what side of the line were on at the time. Men dont. In a mans mind its always leading to sex. And you know Im right.

I realize its a double standard and all, but fuck, deal with it, man. This world is rife with double standards and chicks usually get the shit end of them. Chicks get the shit end of about everything in nature and society. But, seriously, just imagine if a big, gay man told you hed love to bury his face in your nutsack. Itd make you feel a little weird, wouldnt it? Its no different. You might think it is, but it isnt. Now imagine a world full of such big, gay men. Then you might get an idea of what its like to be a chick. Rather scary, no?

To many men, it probably seems like these girls show their bodies for these mens sexual enjoyment and, thus, grants them license to say, or even do, things that are, in fact, inappropriate. And yes the only reason it is inappropriate is because you are, indeed, a heterosexual male. Thats just how it is.

Im sorry. I am sure youre a really nice guy and all, but you stated some confusion, and as a dame who has known more than her share of male-induced discomfiture, I feel qualified to explain things. No hard feelings, ok? Its simply the reality of things and I promise you, I speak for most women. Even for most women who pose nude. Life isnt fair and it sucks. It doesnt matter whether or not you understand why. It just is. And I'm not saying you can't say sexual things, especially on your journal. It is a free country and this is, after all, somewhat of a porn site. Say whatever you like. All I'm telling you is that there is a huge double standard when it comes to saying such things and gender, and that there is a very legitimate reason for it.
belladea:
Oh... and thank you for wishing me to feel better. I really don't yet. I'm going to have to make a doctor's appointment on Monday.
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***hey gang i need everyone to do me a favor. a friend of mine's husband just got shipped off to Iraq. He will be possibly for a year.***

I want to start off today with this little rant i call "ode to a telemarketer."

it's 9 am the phone rings
I open my eyes a little
could this be a friend in need?
i spring...
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devil_bitch:
That sucks about your friends husband. As for the telemarketers...That is what caller id and answering machines are for smile
belladea:
I mostly sold to Williamsburg VA. I did Branson for a while.

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hey gang i need everyone to do me a favor. a friend of mine's husband just got shipped off to Iraq. He will be possibly for a year. please keep them in your prayers.
I'll keep this statment posted in future updates.

ARRR!!!
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gingersnaps_____:
Dirty thoughts rock! thanks for the comment in PSW about my set!! blush

And if I prayed, I would keep your friend's husband in mind.

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belladea:
Yes, I know. I am SO it.
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A quote from my past.
"Chivalry is not dead, it's just in hiding...."

I had a conversation once with an old friend of mine about how chivalry in general and gentlemen specifically were dead and gone. she asked why men no longer open the doors for women? and why did we men not treat them with respect? my response shocked her. simply put most women...
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devil_bitch:
Please do the following things for me:

Open doors for me.
Let me walk through a door first. You would be surprised how many men just cut right in front of you these days.
Clean my car off for me and warm it up when it's cold and icky out.
And whatever gentlmanly things you can think of. Well except for paying for dinner on the first couple of dates. I will pay for myself. I just don't like men thinking that they are going to get laid because they paid ya know.

I am open to chivalry. Really? Besides most women are bitches anyway. So gentleman I say come out of hiding and come my way!!
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ok so it's been a day or two since last i spoke. ya know i'm lookin' at my pic over there. i never realized how broad my shoulders were. huh interesting. anyway so i'm at work right at the ole casa de waffle. (by the way that's the name of our picante sauce.) ok i need to give some background into this story. the second...
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belladea:
I don't agree with her, but thanks.
devil_bitch:
I remember a character named Lillan something. A nos maybe? Eh. Sorry I stopped playing in 2001.

I do use Irfanview I just think that I am missing something in the translation.
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ok so i'm supposed to say something brillient and interesting here. but all i can think about is the pile of dog shit that was in my kitchen this morning, and the possible dog piss on my desk at work today.........i love the dog that pile my kitchen. if i catch the one at work........someone's gonna be sad. noone marks my territory. grrrrrrrrr

i am...
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devil_bitch:
Congragulations on getting married. And on Halloween no less. I only hope that I find someone that will agree to marry me on Halloween and hopefully enjoy the concept as much as I do. I am not sure when I am planning on coming to Springfield. Maybe in a couple of months.
mcsassypants:
I used to work at Waffle House 3rd shift too!!! Scatered Smothered and Covered baby! Don't let em dick you around. Large chain coroporatons have a tendency to do that, minus a few like Starbucks who treat their workers with dignity and give them amazing health insurance (even the part-timers!).
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ok so i'm coming home from work today. when i get behind this car. as you do when your going home from work at 6:15 in the a.m. so i look at the car and realize "Holy Shit i'm being mooned by a runt ass little dog!?!?!" some rat on acid is standing in the back seat of some nondescript car of blue hue. and...
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bella_donna:
aww thank you blush im glad you liked my set
belladea:
I'm still thinking about posting my story... maybe.

Ditching workis fun. I've been doing it for over a year.