Wednesday Sep 15, 2004

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I hate my lack of passion. It's so much that I care about but I just refuse to say anything,
It's like I can hear a voice inside that wants to say something but I keep it quiet out of fear of leting people know who I truly am. I think I have to start saying somthing before my voice becomes to weak to hear.
trixel:
Maybe you just need to be places where it feels natural to let it out? robot kiss
trixel:
you're right about those summer breezes. I'm literally letting them flow through my apartment as I type this. smile robot kiss

Thursday Sep 09, 2004

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Looking at alot of profiles today I realized that most people truly do try to be in some type of in crowd. People try to seek out those that are simular I don't understand why.
evil:
people?? don't you mean sheeple? wink

Wednesday Aug 25, 2004

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I've found that the only thing that I have to look forward to is that one day I am going to die. I don't know if I'll ever be with someone that I love. I don't know if I'll ever become a director that makes stories of substance. I don't know if I'll ever become a man in my definition of the word.

But life...
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Tuesday Aug 17, 2004

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Not that long ago I was going to strip clubs almost every dayand then for reasons I won't say I stopped going. The other day I was coming back from a shoot and the crew went to a strip club. One that I use to go to all the fuckin time. Now ,it's been about six months since I stepped foot in a strip club....
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Friday Aug 13, 2004

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Fuck everyone thats not me.
wednesday:
I know exactly what you mean! Generally I don't like people either. At least not in groups. In my heart I'm a real philantropist, I almost always like people whan I get to know them, but when their swarming everywhere around me (like in a city..) i hate them!

sweet that I'm in your favourites btw... blush

Wednesday Aug 04, 2004

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I still think about Balin. I look at maps and consider going back to Mexico. It's not the trip that hinders me it's the fact that I know that she does'nt love me the way I love her. If I knew she did I'd be on a bus geting through larado right now.

I have a plastic set of lochadoras that she got me. They...
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Thursday Jul 29, 2004

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I can't stand being alone anymore.
albertine:
I just find it interesting to understand the attitude of a society towards something analyzing the language.

the fact that there is not a word to describe something makes me wonder about the real nature of that " something".

I can't stand being with people anymore.
albertine:
I work as a photographer, Director of Photography and bartender, in rough days.

I totally get what you say.

Sunday Jul 25, 2004

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I love my life. I love the days when I come home after a job. When I wash my hands and see the dirt go down the sink. I can rub my hands across wood instand of sand paper some days and I'm proud of that.
But I know I love my job because I hate so many aspects of it. I hate two days...
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albertine:
I just hate the fact that I was weak, I am weak, at some pont all this weakness is going to fuck me over.
albertine:
good point-

Monday Jul 19, 2004

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The other day I was working the door and this really pretty mexican women and her avg. joe bizness like boyfriend come in.
I say " It's so in so playin it's a five dollar cover"
She sticks her tit's in my face and says "how about 2 for three"

and
I say " I say how about two for ten"

She spent about five...
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audiophyle:
tits for 20% off. It would be nice if it worked, but a cover is a cover! your really didn't even see the bare in the flesh breastitties anyway, right? Do you think you would've let her slide if you saw the whole shabang?

[Edited on Jul 20, 2004 9:49AM]
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