Right now my body feels beat ta shit. But for what ever reason I feel proud of my self. I just worked about 14 or 15 hour day and my knees and back feel like a mule kicked me but in my heart I feel so calm.
Because for those 15 hours I forgot about so many aspects of my life that bring tears to my eyes during the run of the day. It was all forgotten in sweat, pain, and constant thought of what has to happen next to make the day go by smoother.
The fact that I can't socially interact with people without offending them is gone, because I'm to bizzy to interact. The worry that I have no idea where my next paycheck is coming from is gone, because I have more tangable things to worry about. The fact that I have trouble showing my love for anyone is gone, because I to wrapped up in the work.
I don't know if forgetting about my problems is a good or bad thing, but I know I'm just glad to have this moment.
Because for those 15 hours I forgot about so many aspects of my life that bring tears to my eyes during the run of the day. It was all forgotten in sweat, pain, and constant thought of what has to happen next to make the day go by smoother.
The fact that I can't socially interact with people without offending them is gone, because I'm to bizzy to interact. The worry that I have no idea where my next paycheck is coming from is gone, because I have more tangable things to worry about. The fact that I have trouble showing my love for anyone is gone, because I to wrapped up in the work.
I don't know if forgetting about my problems is a good or bad thing, but I know I'm just glad to have this moment.
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trixel:
you are evolved. *HUG* 
albertine:
I know.