i am surrounded on all sides by a blackness so thick, it cannot even be cut by a knife, anything sent in to thin, or otherwise part the veil of sadness and hatred is swallowed whole. the struggle to see anything beautiful in the world has become harder now than ever before. the few living beings that truly love me, for exactly who i am... Read More
im sorry about your friend
its too hard to care for others, so i can understand if you have actually been avoiding me.. even if you say you havent. i still miss you.
mr. pants has cancer. a really aggressive awful cancer that does horrible things to the body, suffering all over being the main problem. the prognoses isn't good.
if you're thinking about asking questions, don't. i can't talk about it any more than i already have.
Im so sorry you are having a rough time right now! i wish I could tell u I understand but I dont all I can say is I feel for you, my baby was sick too with a bad sickness and I thought we would lose him....it was so hard, and I hope you dont stay bitter forever I would miss you!!!
so, if i disappear, for a while, like, longer than usual, there's about a 99.9...% chance i'm going to be going to jail again for a while, sooner than later. for like the fifth time, it will be a glaring example of injustice. even though i've been clean for like a year, made or got in absolutely no trouble, save the... Read More
