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I really, really, fucking miss this place, and everyone in it.

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My account is about to expire, and, given the perpetual nature of my troubles, I won't be able to renew it. That being said, it's been real, it's been painful and disappointing, it's been uplifting and amazing. Love is love is love is love love. <3



and to a certain special someone... you the best I never had...

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charity:
xxx
apathy:
i hope you come back someday...
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i needed to put this up again, given it's current relevance. this was the last thing, she sent to everyone she loved. it will have been the last thing. and i miss her, as i'm sure i will for a long, long time. goodnight jennie. get some sleep for all of us sinners. i hope you find your way home. i'm not...
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rydell:
keep your chin up hun
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my second real girlfriend/extended family member, killed herself last week. she built her own gallows.

my father has a blood clot in his leg. this is #3.

mom is a survivor, she can't be kept down, even though she barely gets out of bed.

the girl i was seeing, asked if she could keep a toothbrush at my house, the day she disappeared...
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rydell:
Thanks sugar...just hate to see someone in pain the way u have been lately. Keep your head up..I am really sorry u have not got to see Mr. Pants im sure that is gut wrenching on top of everything else. Things seem bleek but my thoughts are with you for some sunnier energy
shaine:
your life never seems dull. i hate those girls that do things like this to you. i have missed you, you disappeared also.
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a little reading music...

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or digesting music? idk, it's your call...



it's funny, that a place i came to look at naked women would bear the weight of the only place i've felt safe(-ish), actually saying what's happening up there. i've got another blog, but i digress from the point...

most of the people i...
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vidalia:
I have a few words for you, but then, this blog is oldish, so I'll hold my tongue for the moment.
fashionista:
Hey there, thanks for the comment...it's been awhile. How are you?
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nothin' quite like tellin' it...

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i only listen to shit that makes my heart swell enough to explode, i only ask that when it does, you act like you've been fairly warned.

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thems' is my peoples. no need for sparrow-watching, it'll be all up in your face. the revolution WILL be televised, briefly...

merlowe:
Nice!! I considered myself warned..and in waiting!! wink biggrin
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rydell:
love the Kinks!
fashionista:
Why thank you smile
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i'm starting to believe in myself again. this isn't my fault, and i'm not carrying it any farther. i met someone, it's sure to be a complete disaster, but, i'm good with that. it's reliable. thanks, for my birthday, getting to see the baby was the only bright spot on an otherwise irredeemable day. i miss you, still, everyday...
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Yeah. It's like that...



and, for my peoples who love the drugs as much as i do...

cincy:
thanks so much for the comment on my remote control set dear (:
merlowe:
AW now DATZ whatz UP!! Spanx for the vids and the slooooooow down to my level!! Either way tokin and ballin as it's price but I gotta pay da man!! Stay smooooth! biggrin wink
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over the last 6 months, i've lost everything that has ever been important to me, but the ability to create...
and i'm finding that my inspiration to do that is evaporating as quickly as the ether surrounding this dream...
the vapor thin walls, all that's left to hold anything together...

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shaine:
i miss you. and yes.
shaine:
dont squish my fruit!