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i am so confused
at my age changes like this shouldn't seem so foreign
i know i am on the cusp of some serious change in my life, and i am actually buggin out about it
i feel like i should quit the industry all together and just make pretty things and have no money
and i am in debt to the f'n IRS
i need a vacation from life
time to induce coma



there is no fear
fear is the mind killer
i will let my fear flow through me