I want my SG peeps to know that...well...i'm not in the same sorta place i was yesterday...kinda like 24 hour misery.
It's a long long story but after a long talk both last night and tonight, and a few tears from both parties, things seem to be back on track. I no longer feel as confused as i did and i know what i want and a huge weight and a pointless guilt have been lifted. Like i said, its a long story and, although i'm willing to talk about it, i feel it would bore all you lovely, lovely people.
I hope things stay on the up as i don't want to be like i was some years back...wallowing in a part self-induced pit of sadness (man that sounds fucking dramatic). That's not me anymore. I get the odd glimpse from time to time and it freaks me out a little, but no sir, i'm gonna stay here...where things make sense (except when i talk to the lovely Daisy, my unlucky charm [she'll hate me for that] she talks reassuring non-sense
).
Peace for now
ps. if anyone can actually find out what happened to downer that would be awesome...i went blind googling them last night. Last i remember readin, they ditched/got ditched by roadrunner records...they still had to hold down office jobs because RRR did't promote them (in their opinion)...i think they rock,,,freaking miserable but cool all the same.
"Cut off your tongue in protest, your voice wont make a difference, you weren't meant to succeed by any means. That does not mean you're easily beat down or easily faltered..."
It's a long long story but after a long talk both last night and tonight, and a few tears from both parties, things seem to be back on track. I no longer feel as confused as i did and i know what i want and a huge weight and a pointless guilt have been lifted. Like i said, its a long story and, although i'm willing to talk about it, i feel it would bore all you lovely, lovely people.
I hope things stay on the up as i don't want to be like i was some years back...wallowing in a part self-induced pit of sadness (man that sounds fucking dramatic). That's not me anymore. I get the odd glimpse from time to time and it freaks me out a little, but no sir, i'm gonna stay here...where things make sense (except when i talk to the lovely Daisy, my unlucky charm [she'll hate me for that] she talks reassuring non-sense
).
Peace for now
ps. if anyone can actually find out what happened to downer that would be awesome...i went blind googling them last night. Last i remember readin, they ditched/got ditched by roadrunner records...they still had to hold down office jobs because RRR did't promote them (in their opinion)...i think they rock,,,freaking miserable but cool all the same.
"Cut off your tongue in protest, your voice wont make a difference, you weren't meant to succeed by any means. That does not mean you're easily beat down or easily faltered..."
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A word of advice.
At some point when things aren`t great you may think you`d like to sample some other girl cause you`ve not experienced that.
Take my advice, you`re missing absolutely nothing!
Now is that smoke as in fags or something stronger?
On the moods thing, its a little known fact, blokes have a 3 mounthly cycle. Hormones don`t only effect women
Aren`t we all here to share ?
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