So it's been pretty fucked up today.
I get a call about 11am from my mother. She tells me my Nan had a fall and was on her way to the hospital in an ambulance closely followed by my granddad and my folks. That's quite a bit to take in after only being awake 10 minutes. I asked her if I should go to the...
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I get a call about 11am from my mother. She tells me my Nan had a fall and was on her way to the hospital in an ambulance closely followed by my granddad and my folks. That's quite a bit to take in after only being awake 10 minutes. I asked her if I should go to the...
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I meant o say ages ago (but what with everything going on, you know) that i finished my book: Hairstyles of the Damned by Joe Meno. I haven't enjoyed a book as much as this for a very long time (in fact, this may be my favourite book).
For evryone in the UK have a looksie here Hairstyles of the Damned
for all my SG:US...
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For evryone in the UK have a looksie here Hairstyles of the Damned
for all my SG:US...
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lauren:
Sorry it has taken me so long, but thank you very much for your compliments on my newest set! 
I rather like my ass as well!
I rather like my ass as well!
eon_mckai:
hay it's still a good movie.. .buy it.... if you need it...
thanks for your support
thanks for your support
Living in a bedsit,
Riding on a tube train,
Working all day long,
And you know no one,
so you don't go out,
and you sit at home
and watch television
That's been running through my head all day! (Solitary Confinement - The Members)
All came from sitting on a tube waiting for it to move, somewhere between Earl's Court and High Street Kensington. It...
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daisy:
Cheers.
I was in London a couple of months ago, and the thing that struck me as so bizzarre was the tubes. Like, they are so crammed, and you're right up on top of these strangers, almost indecently, and nobody says a word, or makes any eye contact. Like, here, if you're squished up on top of someone you either apologize, adn joke about it, or you hope to be getting some. But not there.
Odd.
A couple of months ago i was getting these messed up emails about how to be a good muslim, which involved being a good wife. Hmmm, imagine me a good obediant little wife, ha.
I just noticed in your profile, where, in the rudey bit, it says you're still with you're girlfriend from when you were 16, awwwww. Tell me about her. That is so amazing.
I was in London a couple of months ago, and the thing that struck me as so bizzarre was the tubes. Like, they are so crammed, and you're right up on top of these strangers, almost indecently, and nobody says a word, or makes any eye contact. Like, here, if you're squished up on top of someone you either apologize, adn joke about it, or you hope to be getting some. But not there.
Odd.
A couple of months ago i was getting these messed up emails about how to be a good muslim, which involved being a good wife. Hmmm, imagine me a good obediant little wife, ha.
I just noticed in your profile, where, in the rudey bit, it says you're still with you're girlfriend from when you were 16, awwwww. Tell me about her. That is so amazing.
silveronthetree:
Mate, you gotta be relaxed and look for a bit of a chat in London I reckon. it can be really unfriendly, but with good pockets of nice here and there.
I noticed when I studied up North that everyone was seemingly friendlier. But you can get a bit in London too if you`re open to it and haven`t got your, `I`m busy keep the fuck away from me` face on.
Personally I like the anonimity.
I noticed when I studied up North that everyone was seemingly friendlier. But you can get a bit in London too if you`re open to it and haven`t got your, `I`m busy keep the fuck away from me` face on.
Personally I like the anonimity.
I want my SG peeps to know that...well...i'm not in the same sorta place i was yesterday...kinda like 24 hour misery.
It's a long long story but after a long talk both last night and tonight, and a few tears from both parties, things seem to be back on track. I no longer feel as confused as i did and i know what i want...
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It's a long long story but after a long talk both last night and tonight, and a few tears from both parties, things seem to be back on track. I no longer feel as confused as i did and i know what i want...
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silveronthetree:
I think its great you and your girl have stayed together and she was your first.
A word of advice.
At some point when things aren`t great you may think you`d like to sample some other girl cause you`ve not experienced that.
Take my advice, you`re missing absolutely nothing!
Now is that smoke as in fags or something stronger?
On the moods thing, its a little known fact, blokes have a 3 mounthly cycle. Hormones don`t only effect women
A word of advice.
At some point when things aren`t great you may think you`d like to sample some other girl cause you`ve not experienced that.
Take my advice, you`re missing absolutely nothing!
Now is that smoke as in fags or something stronger?
On the moods thing, its a little known fact, blokes have a 3 mounthly cycle. Hormones don`t only effect women
silveronthetree:
And I`d like to here more of you woe, I wouldn`t find it boring.
Aren`t we all here to share ?
So share
Aren`t we all here to share ?
So share
mood swings are a real pain in th cooch...if i had one.
Listening to Downer probably doesn't help...man, what ever happened to them?
Listening to Downer probably doesn't help...man, what ever happened to them?
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anarchie:
Thanks for your sweet comment on my set 
you made my day!
you made my day!
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daisy:
That's no pigeon. Or a dog. It's a caravan. Easy mistake to make. People use these caravans to fly places. They get in, like an aeroplane, but they're for poor people, and everyone has to take a shrinking tablet. And those things that look like eyes are actually windows that the pilot sees out of.
I'm sure now you see how the mistake was made.
What you doing wrong?
I'm sure now you see how the mistake was made.
What you doing wrong?
daisy:
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, you made me giggle. Every time you make a girl giggle holy god is happy, and awards you with biscuits. Well done.
Cornwall....
Cornwall....
By 'popular' demand here are some more pictures of Boston...unfortunately no others of Tokyo...he hasn't figured out how to put them on a disc!
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man...i gotta change that picture over on the left there...there should be a phone number just below it with the words "looking for bear-love?"
Ok, i'm a total geek, i actually got quite excited that i managed to hook up my new shiny xbox 360 to the internet and, after this, i'll do it in a way that i can play my tunes on PC...
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Ok, i'm a total geek, i actually got quite excited that i managed to hook up my new shiny xbox 360 to the internet and, after this, i'll do it in a way that i can play my tunes on PC...
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sadistic_glee:
Yeah, give us a look at the photos... everyone loves looking at photos... If you can post more pics of Japan that'd be wicked, coz that pic you've got up looks awesome!
If you can post more pics of Japan that'd be wicked, coz that pic you've got up looks awesome!So here's a little info on where i'm going in Bulgarua...Pamporovo (Click Here)
When i have a little more free time i will post a much better journal entry! and soon i will have a new profile pic...because i don't really look like that anymore...and ooking at myself smiling like someone's yanking on special place everytime i log on is starting to get...
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When i have a little more free time i will post a much better journal entry! and soon i will have a new profile pic...because i don't really look like that anymore...and ooking at myself smiling like someone's yanking on special place everytime i log on is starting to get...
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edea:
have fun!
Ok, so i am back...in a way!
I am still in the suburb of slow...but to be honest the connection is fine, but the damn PC is off of the ark! The thing has a freaking crank to get it going, i swear!
Ok, so here is a basic run down of what has been happening in my puny little existance (in order of memory...
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I am still in the suburb of slow...but to be honest the connection is fine, but the damn PC is off of the ark! The thing has a freaking crank to get it going, i swear!
Ok, so here is a basic run down of what has been happening in my puny little existance (in order of memory...
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daisy:
I'm glad you understand about my ungrateful dog.
Snowboarding looks fun, something to look forward to anyway.
Snowboarding looks fun, something to look forward to anyway.
I'm not dead just living in a different home right now...slow connection city! 
I will be back, sometime soonish!
I will be back, sometime soonish!
sadistic_glee:
*Pokes _smoke_ to make sure he's not lying about not being dead*
Oh, ok then... I guess we'll see ya when you return from slow connection city then... 'til then, behave yourself...
Oh, ok then... I guess we'll see ya when you return from slow connection city then... 'til then, behave yourself...
Ah man, i'm really happy!
I just managed to find and buy the album that i first even boinked to! and i got it really cheap...less than a pack of smokes!
the copy i had i lent to some prick like years ago and never saw it or him again...he also got my silverchair album...not so worried bout that...but the other one had sentimental value...and...
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I just managed to find and buy the album that i first even boinked to! and i got it really cheap...less than a pack of smokes!
the copy i had i lent to some prick like years ago and never saw it or him again...he also got my silverchair album...not so worried bout that...but the other one had sentimental value...and...
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oren:
Thank you for your comment
sadistic_glee:
You like Oldboy, and that my friend, has earnt you my respect.
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As for Boston - I love it. I've been here for almost 20 years - moved here right out of college. I'm in it for the long haul
London is one of my favorite cities as well - been there twice - last time was last April. Unfortunately the dollar was worth about a half a pound back then, so it was verrry expensive for us. A small lunch cost us like $96... it was crazy!
Also she's slowly been losing her marbles and the last couple of times Ive been to see her she hasn't recognised me. It's hard because it's almost like she's a different person to the one I grew up with.
I lost a grandfather in a similar manner. Well, at the time I believed he was my grandfather. It was some 4 and half years ago, and was a shitty thing. He had tried so hard to teach me so much over my life, yet he didn't recognise me. It wasn't until a year or so after he passed away that I came to learn that he wasn't my grandfather, but more like a step-grandfather. Another six months down the track I learn that he is not only of no relation, but that his whole past is completely questionable...
Anyhow, this is not about my personal story, and it's all memories (mostly sad ones). To this day I still struggle to get my head around it all. You are fortunate that your Nan is still alive, and though she may not recognise you consciously, everything you say still reaches the heart. Don't hate yourself for not being overly emotional now. Make sure you get anything you need to say said, especially apologies (something I've personally never been good at). It'll all be good and you'll feel better about it. And I'm sure some love will help your Nan heal too.