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It turns out I'm going to be OK after all.

Cheers,

Mat

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I've been feeling sorry for myself for the last week. But you know what? Fuck her.
She fucked me over. I loved her and she broke my heart. So fuck her. Who cares.
heatherann:
Exactly. Fuck her (although obviously not literally). You are amazing, and you will do awesome things and be with an incredible girl.
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Sad bastard music time.
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heatherann:
By the way, how much of a racist caricature is Mickey Rooney as Mr. Yunioshi?!?! "Ms. Gorightry". Holy shit. Hahahaha!
_matty_:
Fuckin' seriously. I'm glad Yunioshi isn't a big part of the movie, I'd actually forgotten about that. And I sent you a text. And yeah, that FB post was just one of those..."I don't really feel like telling everyone right now, but I just want them to know."
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I'm tired and depressed and I don't feel like Mat.

Ugh.

No reason, of course.

Although it does cheer me up that I can put this in a "naked pictures" category.
heatherann:
I'm tired and depressed, too. I had a super wonderful week last week, and in the course of 3 days, it's all gone straight in the shitter.

The only difference? I have a reason.

Feel better, Matty.
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I am totally into this girl. Fuck, I forgot what this feels like.
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heatherann:
Dingdingding! smile
heatherann:
Update, please. I'm bored and want something to read.

smile
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She said something when I broke up with her that I can't get out of my head: "Are you doing this because it was done to you?"

She was talking about A. She took the rug out from under me.
The answer, of course, is No.
But I can't help being reminded of my last break up before this one. December 2007. I broke up...
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heatherann:
You two are cute together. Seriously. Slow is best, friends first or not. I'm learning this.

You should apply for the SGColorado group. They're super fun, and they have a lot of get-togethers in Denver. I'll vouch for you if you apply, just let me know.
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Part 1 of a somewhat organized account of my sex/love life.
It all started with Carey. Blonde, beautiful blue eyes. She was my first kiss at 17. Then there was Jenn, she gave me my first blowjob at 18 while cheating on her boyfriend. That same year I lost my virginity to Jodie, a tall blonde soccer player I'd met at a party and drove...
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heatherann:
No, but you can write me one! smile I would cherish it always, possibly frame it.

I had no idea you were ever engaged, and I've known you for years!
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Worst breakup ever.

I admit, I wasn't as tender as I should have been. But holy fuck. I'm an inhuman, untrustworthy fake lying asshole if you believe my ex and her friends.

I did what was best for me. That's selfish. But If I can't see a future with a woman, why continue?

Decision made, now swim.

heatherann:
I guess that means that she takes back that whole CL thing she made up for you, huh? smile
_matty_:
Yes, among other things...